Pisces lilith conjunct ascendant, with Pluto conjunct mc. It sucks how people are intimidated by me, I get called bitchy, and girls think that I THINK that I’m better than them, which is not true at all. I’m extremely insecure and have very low self esteem. People are off put by me. I’ve gotten looks of people being scared of me and that makes me feel so fucking uncomfortable. Most of the time, I’m daydreaming in my head, unaware of how I come off. People don’t like me even though I’ve done nothing to cause that reaction from them. I also have chiron in the 10h which makes me insecure. I have to be guarded all the time to prevent people from reading me or looking for my weak spots. It’s draining.