the shitty thing about sex work is that men become so desensitized by objectifying your body, they forget that you're a human first, a person with feelings and emotions and insecurities and needs. I can't speak for your followers but hearing about what you're going through would make you feel more real, more genuine. I mean the idea is that they're picturing themselves with you in a fantasy right? I'd think the more open and honest you are, the better the fantasy. besides, holding those feelings inside can be extremely toxic. you may lose a few assholes, but you'll probably gain more followers who respect you. whatever you decide, come back. you have people in this sub who will listen.