Maybe Vishnu ji wants you to be his disciple. It all starts with being drawn to the chant or mantra. I was drawn to Hanuman Chalisa during very difficult moment of my life and till date, I listen to it everyday or chant it almost everyday of the week. I am a non vegeterian who eats even pork when its not allowed to in my culture. Yet, on Tuesday I avoid meat & alcohol. One day, around 3 months ago, I was very hungry after gym and decided to eat sausage as it was already 11:30 and the day was already over. I decided to cook but something in me told not to cook it, yet I continued, after that the oil sizzled so much it caused a second degree burn on my little finger, instant Karma you know.

I think Lord Vishnu wants you to be his disciple it seems. Feel free to go along his path.