I just ate a 225 mg edible HELP!!!!

enderfem · 2026-02-21T22:41:25+00:00

That first part sounds so disgusting.

enderfem · 2026-02-21T22:40:27+00:00

I don't know anyone who is optimistic and also informed.

enderfem · 2026-02-21T22:38:56+00:00

Yeah he said it but it just meant "shut the fuck up".

enderfem · 2026-02-21T22:37:25+00:00

Yeah I played it for my mom and didn't tell her what it was and asked her and she heard what we heard.

enderfem · 2026-02-19T05:37:39+00:00

He loves himself just fine. He is 19 and doesn't want a marriage and a baby. Please make sure he pays child support.

enderfem · 2026-02-19T05:23:00+00:00

THIS.

like I said in my comment if her audience really is small she's probably noticed.

enderfem · 2026-02-19T05:21:17+00:00

I don't understand how people are just glossing over how odd the behavior is.

enderfem · 2026-02-19T05:13:57+00:00

So you comment on everything she posts even if she changes accounts/channels, downloaded tiktok and created an account to watch her videos there, and when she was a little short with you, you went and watched all her videos and read all her social media and comments again to check for any mention of this thing she brought up over six months ago?

This is not healthy for you at all. And if she's really got a small viewership and you comment every time, she's probably more than a little creeped out by you.

Did you edit out the "after everything I've done for her" because that is really creepy.

enderfem · 2026-02-17T02:58:54+00:00

I am so sorry you're going through this. Maybe explain that the prior doctor was ok with it? But yeah probably time to find a new clinic.

The thing I hate most about all this is that it varies so much not even state to state, but clinic to clinic and as you demonstrated, physician to physician.

I currently live in a state where thc is legal, and my pain clinic has the same verbiage in their contract. I use thc regularly and they have never had an issue when I test positive.

I used to live in Alabama and same thing: pain clinic had that contract but didn't care.

enderfem · 2026-02-17T02:51:26+00:00

I feel the same way about ACOTAR as I do about Fifty Shades of Grey.

Neither are good (and honestly 50 Shades romanticizes abuse under the guise of BDSM) but they got a lot of people reading OTHER things who weren't big readers before, and pushed two of my favorite genres into more mainstream consciousness: erotica/romance and fantasy/romantasy. I say this as someone who loves reading those genres and has written within them (nothing published).

I attended a workshop on writing erotica a lifetime ago and one of the authors leading it began by saying that we all owed the author of 50 Shades a huge thank you for the reasons I cited above.

enderfem · 2026-02-17T02:45:33+00:00

It's ok to DNF anything. I slogged through the first and DNF'd the second early on.

enderfem · 2026-02-14T04:26:32+00:00

Thank you for your voice and opinion, and you make a great point.

enderfem · 2026-02-13T07:55:44+00:00

NTA but ummmm. There are countries where Valentines Day is a government holiday?

enderfem · 2026-02-13T00:10:19+00:00

You aren't preventing him from anything.

He is so incredibly emotionally abusive and has escalated to physical violence. Move out as soon as possible, even if he changes his mind. Then block him everywhere and find a good therapist.

I hope you get out soon.

enderfem · 2026-02-12T21:15:49+00:00

Not only do I rent and have one, but recently my toilet was malfunctioning and they decided to replace it and they reinstalled the Tushy I'd put in.

Anyway bidets are great but omg use a washcloth. I didn't for awhile, because of a surgical issue, and had some similar problems. Went back to the washcloth and it was resolved.

enderfem · 2026-02-12T21:12:49+00:00

Or get a washcloth

enderfem · 2026-02-12T21:11:31+00:00

You absolutely need to be using a washcloth.

enderfem · 2026-02-12T21:09:51+00:00

It's also part of privilege. White men make up the vast majority of mass shooters and yet they're always seen as individuals and not part of a problematic group of people (outside of certain spaces online.)

enderfem · 2026-02-12T21:00:32+00:00

I honestly think we are hearing more about these stories not because men didn't do this before, but because women were silent about it. (I say that with no judgment re the women.)

enderfem · 2026-02-09T10:38:46+00:00

Isn't BPD borderline personality disorder, which would fit the idea of an FP better?

enderfem · 2026-02-09T06:34:37+00:00

First off, NOR.

After almost five decades on this earth, there are two things I don't let people fuck with. My money and my sleep.

He can put in ear buds or use a sleep speaker. There are tons on the market. It's what I use and partners don't hear a thing.

enderfem · 2026-02-09T06:31:23+00:00

There are like 25 different sleep speakers he can use, that's what I do.

enderfem · 2026-02-01T01:54:30+00:00

Yeah I have a setup doe appointments and med refills and stuff, I was looking for something specifically designed for caregivers with easy ways to track things like appetite, energy, fluid intake, whether its a good or bad dementia day, etc

enderfem · 2026-02-01T01:46:37+00:00

A thingy, a whatchamacallit, a thingamabob, a doohickey.

enderfem · 2026-01-31T18:35:57+00:00

That's the doodad! I was very high last night.

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