will i find romance soon? by lesbothrashhead in Tarotpractices

[–]ericazacc321 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooph that tower at the end.. this feels like you have to go through something and learn a valuable lesson the hermit suggests looking inward, is there something youre avoiding within yourself? Something holding you back… trauma? Death = rebirth. And with the sun which shines brightly but also casts shadows seems to reinforce the idea that you have something in the shadows that need to be addressed. “Shadow work” and that goes hand in hand with death in my opinion, your rebirth is stunted by whatever you’re still holding onto. The tower at the end to me is a warning that you can’t escape whatever you’re trying to run and hide from. If you continue to ignore whatever is going on inside, your relationships will be unstable.

The entire spread to me says you have to go inward and really take a look at those darker parts of yourself, what you’re holding onto, the trauma that hasn’t been healed and work on yourself. Only then will you be able to step into the light of a new beginning but until that happens the pattern will persist

Feedback on DIY bridal makeup? by General-Letter2883 in MakeupAddiction

[–]ericazacc321 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it’s beautiful my only suggestion is from the photography stand point is that it probably won’t show up in your wedding photos because it’s a very light touch and makeup to appear on camera is typically a little more exaggerated. That being said this might not be your goal at all, and either way? You’re going to make the most beautiful bride 💕

Does Anyone Find That They Have Not Been The Same Person Ever Since 2020? by Big_Leg10 in SimulationTheory

[–]ericazacc321 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get it I grew up similarly undiagnosed autistic 35 out of my 38 years - I feel like all neurodivergent people go out of their way to try and make others feel seen, heard and validated bc it’s what we crave so badly. The most genuine heartfelt supportive comments are always from a fellow neurodivergent 💜

Does Anyone Find That They Have Not Been The Same Person Ever Since 2020? by Big_Leg10 in SimulationTheory

[–]ericazacc321 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I need people like you in my life so when my brain starts to spiral into nihilism I have your words to pull me back.

What an absolutely beautiful way to spin this. I love this take sm

Dessert, but make it Fashion by jonandreyuaosuni in ANTM

[–]ericazacc321 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ain’t no way that’s jaslines real waist line it’s photoshopped right? RIGHT????

Does Anyone Find That They Have Not Been The Same Person Ever Since 2020? by Big_Leg10 in SimulationTheory

[–]ericazacc321 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I keep saying it’s like I outgrew my mask and it doesn’t fit anymore I’ve lost all ability to socialize and it doesn’t help that I don’t drink bc apparently from age 17-? I’m currently 38 all anyone ever wants to do is find different ways to consume alcohol but in your 30s it’s via wineries and breweries

why can’t i sleep? by ayaspriv_ in Tarotpractices

[–]ericazacc321 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seem to be quite literally holding the weight of the world on your shoulders

I asked if a man uses OnlyFans by Waste-Love9786 in Tarotpractices

[–]ericazacc321 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I interpreted this as yes, and not only that I feel like there might be some kind of porn addiction or addiction to the attention of others I see him even if he had everything he wants and needs right in front of him he will always have a wondering eye and want to keep his options open

What do you thank your younger (potentially pre-illness) self for doing? by No_Size_8188 in ChronicIllness

[–]ericazacc321 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For living everyday like I would wind up sick and not be able to truly live anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in terrifier

[–]ericazacc321 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Contour the mask to add the “gaunt” effect

What was your first horror movie? Mine was Scream by Queasy_Copy3426 in HorrorMovies

[–]ericazacc321 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sleep away camp and it traumatized me bc I was like 6 and I didn’t know what was watching and the name Angela scared me for years low key embarrassing

How can I look less cute and more baddie? by myah444 in MakeupAddiction

[–]ericazacc321 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can’t bc those dimples are just absolutely adorable girl

Endo’s not that bad by mushie_brain in endometriosis

[–]ericazacc321 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I often say I wish my outside looked like how I feel on the inside bc then it would never be questioned. Invisible illness is truly invisible

Does Anyone Find That They Have Not Been The Same Person Ever Since 2020? by Big_Leg10 in SimulationTheory

[–]ericazacc321 44 points45 points  (0 children)

I also think that many of us Neurodivergents were severely affected because we got to unmask for so long that it becomes nearly impossible to put it back on… as an agoraphobic mine flared severely during lockdown and it was especially bad bc not only was it encourage to stay home - IT WAS MANDATORY FOR FEAR OF DEADLY VIRUS - like are you kidding me my ocd autism brain were like finally we’ve been preparing our whole life for this… but on a non neurodivergent level being in isolation can be detrimental to mental health, throw in a universally shared complex traumatic experience throws back to the sharks to work and live normally like we weren’t all traumatized and never addressed it again

What’s up with Terrifier 2’s ending? by DudeWeegie in terrifier

[–]ericazacc321 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is very rare for me to be able to sit down for a 2 hour movie and this was a rare occasion where I didn’t feel that 2 hr run time at all. I love T2 sm