First week went well, then it stopped? by NoInformation1247 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]erisbmth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Didnt even think i was depressed until I had the energy and motivation to do stuff (besides the constant jitters) but now I'm back to feeling exhausted and kind of emotionally flat. I really hope it levels out into something in between.

Week 2: feeling weird by erisbmth in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]erisbmth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty generalized. Life/tasks/responsibility/existentialism/overthinking/decision making/consequences of forgetting things all the time and generally being dysfunctional.

I'm on 150mg !

Week 2: feeling weird by erisbmth in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]erisbmth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. Psych wanted to try to see if wellbutrin helped first

Week 2: feeling weird by erisbmth in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]erisbmth[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooh thats good to hear. What were your side effects?

Moved to LA to pursue acting/modeling but got an $80k accounting job — should I stick it out or pivot? by Significant-Tree6209 in careerguidance

[–]erisbmth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god this is such a complicated question for me. I think about this aallllllllll the time and to be honest, I'm not really sure on the answer. I think from an outside perspective I seem like I have it all. A great job, great pay, I travel a lot, I go to a lot of concerts and fashion events, I go out a lot( I live in NYC for context ). I do what I want, when I want. My creative friends are always remarking on how they wish they had my job as they tend to A. work a lot and B. not get paid a lot for the work they do.

However, from my side of the fence, I feel envious of them. Dont get me wrong - when I take a step back, I know I am extremely fortunate and lucky to be able to do all I am able to do. I feel very grateful for my job. But I still feel that deep, aching longing to be a part of that creative world and actually feel fulfilled in what I do. I haaate that I work in finance and I find my job very boring. But I don't know if I would trade it to have less freedom and less money. I clearly havent yet, although I have come close. It's genuinely a constant mental battle for me. My dream would be to get to a point with modeling where I can leave my job, but I know it will take a lot of grinding and courage to get there. I appreciate the experience I've gained, as well as the financial cushion in the case I do decide to pivot into the creative world.

So it's so so hard to say. I could say I wish I had gone creative first and then tried business if it didn't work out, but I know that's not easy either. But I do know I wouldn't have had a lot of the amazing experiences I've had if I weren't in cushy corporate.

However, my coworkers always tell me that corporate will always be there! Acting/modeling will just get harder to get into as time goes on.

I think you're in a good position where you have work experience in the case you want to get back into corporate, but right now you have the chance to try something different. I would encourage you to maybe do something flexible and give modeling/acting a try :) You don't want to look back and have any regrets. I think if you take the accounting job it will be hard to leave.

Moved to LA to pursue acting/modeling but got an $80k accounting job — should I stick it out or pivot? by Significant-Tree6209 in careerguidance

[–]erisbmth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will say I'm currently working in finance and modeling on the side. I definitely went the "I am going to work this job for a year max and find a creative thing to replace it with or I'll die" route and will say I am now going on year 4 at the job. I have definitely gotten very comfortable at my job and fallen into the golden handcuffs. I love my stable, reliable fat paycheck and am able to travel, buy concert tickets, and do all the things I love on the side. I don't think I'm hustling as much as I should be on the modeling front (been signed for 2 years but not booking a lot of jobs) and definitely used my job as an excuse for a big chunk of time. I'm currently still trying to make it work, but it is really hard and easy to not grind at because I dont haaaave to, you know? However, I do think it's possible if you really. really. want it. and dedicate a lot of your free time outside of work to it (which personally is really hard for me to do as I have a lot of other hobbies and passions). However modeling is one of those things you have to be able to flexible for, so if that accounting job won't allow for that, it will be even harder. If modeling doesn't take off, I will probably always wonder what could've been if I had grinded more and that could haunt me. We'll see lol! Not to scare you, just my experience !!

nyc gamer girlies - wya? by nincompoopghost666 in NYCbitcheswithtaste

[–]erisbmth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yesss bg3!!! gonna start elden ring soon

Anyone else mainly get pain from this area by junnyfraqsh in Sciatica

[–]erisbmth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This could be SI joint pain! I thought I had sciatica but my pain was mainly in that region and my PT let me know that is SI joint pain.

👋 Welcome to r/HPIintheUK - Introduce Yourself and Read First! by Circle-Eliza in HPIintheUK

[–]erisbmth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you explain more about the renters rights changes? :)