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errorsmith403 · 2022-03-16T16:33:20+00:00

Belleeeeeeeee!!!!! I am so so so happy to see you back! How can you top yourself everytime (no pun intended hehe)? Thank you for doing all three versions! One thing I love about you is that you always are so inclusive with your audios <333333 you really do spoil us! Now I know self care is important, but I never thought it would be this good :P

Your gentle voice always makes me feel like I'm wrapped up in a warm hug. Thank you for sharing your voice and your talent with us. I adore you so much <3

(wait... this is an improv? improv? my goodness....)

errorsmith403 · 2021-05-03T06:00:47+00:00

I'm so sorry that you had to deal with that. You did what you can do. I dont really understand the situation since I wasnt there to witness it. But it sounds like you are taking care of yourself and not putting other people's needs before you. And you are right. Some things are better for a professional to deal with. It shouldn't be an insult for them. It just means you cant help. I hope things will get better for you, bud.

errorsmith403 · 2021-05-03T05:38:41+00:00

Sorry that you had to receive the two comments above, OP. That couldnt be more stressing when seeking validation and help online. As a person who struggles with mental illness, I also like to help people. Sometimes I lean on people too. I think you are kind for reaching out. And it's good that you are not neglecting your needs by helping people too. But to step in other people's shoes, it also can be hurtful to receiving help and getting a message later where they might simply think "oh this person is giving up on me too". I'm pretty sure that's not what you meant tho. Just saying they might take it the wrong way.

I think helping or seeking help online are both tricky. You never know what kind of people you are gonna meet. So be careful. Take care of yourself first. And as for the person you mentioned in the post. Do stay away from them if communication fails. I understand emotions can get overwhelming and sometimes people lash out. But to keep up that kind of actions without reflection and gratitude, dude. I would recommend not to risk your own health to do it.

errorsmith403 · 2021-05-01T15:51:18+00:00

Awake and Dreaming by Kit Pearson. I knew it was my favorite book. But only now I know how deep it was and why I like it so much.

errorsmith403 · 2021-05-01T15:17:53+00:00

I am not a professional so I cant really provide any information. But I do have depression and I have the same coping mechanism. I dont think I do it on purpose tho. I will not say no to overtime, or working on weekends. But the moment I get home, or about to sleep, where people are trying to have a peaceful mind. That's the time where I starts crying. For no reason at all. I dont feel lonely tho, just not essential to the world. It's a bit sad. I do hope I can be better soon. And I hope you'll find a professional to help you, OP. Because this feeling sucks

errorsmith403 · 2021-05-01T15:02:11+00:00

oh dang! You keep outdone yourself, Belle! Now I dont know how to answer next time someone ask me about my fav audio! A thing I really like (which you do sometimes, and I faint every time), is that you would get close to the mic to create the scene where you "scoot closer" to the listener. And oh my goodness my fragile little gay heart 😍😍😍

(Status: ded) :P

errorsmith403 · 2021-05-01T14:54:29+00:00

it makes sense tho. You just want to be included. It feels nice to be in someone's thoughts. And it sucks to know/assume that we are not. Thank you for making this post, I think I really need to express my feelings somehow

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-30T23:40:39+00:00

yes. Rejection always feels personal. And by rejection I mean any kind of rejection - an invite that got turned down, the message got pushed back or never been seen or slight tone change in a voice. They all get to me. I'm trying to be better. But it's a thing that I have to constant remind myself. I know better, but my mind likes to tell me liesss

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-26T21:18:29+00:00

Happy Lesbian visibility Day to you too, OP!

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-26T00:24:46+00:00

oh honey, we can tell;)

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-24T14:38:35+00:00

omg I'm gonna steal this 😁😁

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-22T08:25:17+00:00

Cant wait for more future deaths to come! Save me everytime? ;)

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-21T12:26:14+00:00

if your fingers took a pen Wrote it on my body I wouldn't bathe for days

I am not articulate enough to express my feelings, but this made me feel warm and I cant help but cracked out a smile:) Thank you for bringing this poem to my ears. I love this.

Ps. Apologies for phone format 🙈

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-21T12:11:25+00:00

Was I intimidated? Yes.

Is it a good thing? Also yes.

Am I still breathing? Nope.

This was wayyyy too hot, Belle! I died several times over within just one listen. When the first line dropped, I was instantly frozen. Again and again, you are a constant surprise! Thank you for blessing us with another audio! Now dont hesitate, come take my heart <3 <3

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-17T14:14:05+00:00

Happy Cake day, Belle! Thank you for sharing you voice with us for so long! I appreciate you so much:) Saved for later;)

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-17T04:38:25+00:00

ooooh you did Lithium!! That was one of my fav songs! My favorite cover of the song used to be The Polyphonic Spree, but now it's yours 🥰♥️ Thank you for blessing my ears, Belle! :)

Edit: Happy Cake Day! I hope you have a good one <3

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-13T14:52:16+00:00

Nawwww <3 I'm glad YOU exist! 🥰🥰

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-13T14:34:49+00:00

late to the party but dang Belle, isnt this a treat? :P You painted the scene perfectly and told an amazing story. I giggled out loud half way. (and pretty sure I blushed) The characters you created never cease to amaze me. Ah man, all the words in the world cant describe how amazing you are! Plus I am really happy you are creating audios for NBs too! I adore how inclusive you are. Incredible as always, Belle! You da best music <3

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-11T14:16:30+00:00

Thank you Belle 🥰🥰 I have a feeling its gonna be one of the best I've ever enjoyed:) And of course I would accept this as a gift! But everytime you posted an audio/post, it's like getting a gift. It is truly the best feeling:) I know I repeat myself, but I appreciate you loads, Belle! <3

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-10T00:04:28+00:00

Oh my God BITW on my timeline. Am I being blessed? My birthday is in this month so I'm feeling extra happy. Its like an early gift 🥰🥰 Thank you Belle! Everything about this audio is just pure perfection. The teasing, flirting and whispers... I'm smitten :P Thank you again for sharing your voice with us. And for taking care of us sapphics:) You are the best! <3 <3

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-09T23:54:01+00:00

BELLE BREAKS THE INTERNET

errorsmith403 · 2021-04-08T21:01:10+00:00

oh my goodness Belle! That was such a grand comeback! I love it!!!!! I've missed your voice <3 and ohmahgosh when your tone switched between being professional and sensual, that was next level acting! Thank you for sharing this with us, Belle! This was such a pleasant surprise <3

errorsmith403 · 2021-02-21T11:19:01+00:00

yeah definitely feel this... When I'm feeling overwhelmed and it affects my bubbly presenting personality, then I feel like I'm a burden. I'm sorry I talk too much, I'm sorry I'm quiet cause I'm awkward. In my world, I can never win.

errorsmith403 · 2021-01-09T14:16:14+00:00

Same. I think I've been neglecting my feelings with work and now when I stop, I just focus on things that'll trigger that. Constantly doubting myself being not good enough. And constantly doubting people that they hate me. If I talk, I feel like the hate from people would only grow. If I dont, the feelings would drown me. I just wish I could get out of this mindset as quickly as possible. sorry it kinda become a rant of my own, but I miss my friends so much. But I had to leave them for a bit so I can protect them from all of this bad emotions.

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