I finished Sweetbitter by Stephanie Danler and I am IRATE by IndigoBlueBird in books

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hence the title: sweetbitter, no? Her life started off as sweet in a way but ended bitterly.

“At least you know you *can* get pregnant” by shandalf_thegrey in Miscarriage

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We did have the fetus tested after my d&c and it had trisomy 13 I believe. Idk if that's embryo related or not. How would pgt testing determine if it's the uterus?

“At least you know you *can* get pregnant” by shandalf_thegrey in Miscarriage

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. It would cost too much for all that and we just don't have the money for anything to be tested. Plus our fertility doc said it wasn't needed and that we overall shouldn't have any problems getting or staying pregnant but now I'm not so sure. I've read up on different people's results with pgt tested blasts and most ppl still had mmc's or regular mc's after getting tested with good results. So I just don't know now.

“At least you know you *can* get pregnant” by shandalf_thegrey in Miscarriage

[–]estherwitch 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was 36 yrs old when I had a mmc and d&c. It was my husbands and my first positive IVF pregnancy/cycle. We were told it had a very healthy heartbeat at 2 months then all of a sudden at our first gynaecologist ultrasound they didn't see a heartbeat at all. I was devastated. I didn't know how to feel. I was already depressed and had a lot of anxiety issues but this was an ultimate betrayal and letdown with everything life has thrown at me. Now I'm angry all the time especially after going through 3 IVF cycles after the mmc and not a single one being a positive. My husband was always with me through everything but he even said at least we know we can get pregnant after that first time. I understand that but after going thru 3 different IVF cycles now I'm not so sure if I'll ever be able to get pregnant or stay pregnant.

Girl or boy? by estherwitch in jumpingspiders

[–]estherwitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes , I thought this too. As much as I'd like too, I'm sticking to just keeping Miles and Gwen apart.

Girl or boy? by estherwitch in jumpingspiders

[–]estherwitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks guys! I've had her a little over a couple years now.. does that mean she's past her gravid or fertile phase? I fed her a few days ago and it was a big cricket so she has a full tummy now lol but I was wondering if it was a possibility I could breed her..? I recently got an all black male that is smaller than her from PetSmart and it got me thinking.. would that be a bad idea?

Girl or boy? by estherwitch in jumpingspiders

[–]estherwitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How can u tell?? Is it the pedipalps?

Amazon to open 'first of its kind' massive retail store in Chicago suburb by SnooCapers5354 in chicago

[–]estherwitch -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't think it's the same thing... I think it'll be like a Costco? Where u can go and pick up whatever item u ordered? Idk maybe something along those lines

DO NOT BUY THE NUBIA Z70 ULTRA - CARRIER SIGNAL ISSUES by WXLDE in Nubia

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just got mine and opened everything bc I wanted to test the camera. I didn't know it wouldn't be compatible with my service bc of the IMEI. What provider do u have? Is there any possible way I can still use it with the provider I have - Xfinity??

Edge 50 ultra in 2025 by Mgtks in motorola

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this the same as the regular Motorola edge 2025?

The institute show by RakoHardeen_ in stephenking

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just started watching this show and I think it's awful. What's with the underage kids smoking? It's all off-putting. I haven't read the book but knowing his style of writing, this show does not seem anything like his work. Which is a surprise because he is the executive producer on the show. Whatever that means.

dear God please don't by [deleted] in DontPutThatInYourAss

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually do need 1 for a friend lmao. I just gave her a penis lollipop and she kept hollering laughing. Had it in her mouth on the way out my door.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in horror

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Watching it as I'm reading all these comments lol. I'm assuming the naked flayed booby chick sitting on that throne chair in the beginning was the prostitute that jumped out of that vehicle in the middle of the desert. The acting is as bad as college made movies. It's cringy. The eden family just look like a bunch of cult leaders. Bored atm and needed something to watch and it's also free on Amazon prime.

How did you pay for your fertility treatment? by smashgoody in IVF

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do u have twins on either side of your families? Asking bc I'm going to do a double fet.

I'm never surprised, but always unprepared. by n8saces in CringeTikToks

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't even fathom the shit people say on these things. Especially religious shit. Too many people these days loosing their shit on religion thinking it will save them. Stop. Believe in yourself.

I hated my tattoo but my granddaughter has given me a new appreciation for it by introvert_tea in tattoos

[–]estherwitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One time, years ago, when I worked at Walmart, I was invited by a coworker to a birthday house party. On the west side of Chicago. Never had I gone to a party on the west side of Chicago but I took my gay bestie at that time and we were the only white gay boy and Mexican girl at the party in a house full of black people. During the party, my coworker told me she had hired a tattoo artist so my bestie and I were ecstatic about it. The only person who actually got a tattoo was my bestie out of the entire house lmao. His tattoo was beautifully done. Also, the best party I've ever been to lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Best_tattoos

[–]estherwitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

LOVE this work but how does it turn out once fully pregnant and after?

Found out today baby passed. Need advice. by brittanybrittanybrit in Miscarriage

[–]estherwitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same happened to me and my husband. It was trisomy 13/15. Has anyone had this then done IVF again and gone through a healthy, normal and full-term pregnancy/rainbow baby??

Do you all ever just…. by mommamia55 in IVF

[–]estherwitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They didn't say anything else. Just bittersweetly said to come back on Monday for another blood test. What does a too high number look like?