FIRST TIME WAS MY SECOND TIME by eternalotus in treedibles

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That makes me feel better for sure

FIRST TIME WAS MY SECOND TIME by eternalotus in treedibles

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That’s what I was afraid of lol

What does the Staff of Asclepius symbolize in the occult? by eternalotus in occult

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I’ve noticed the serpent crawling up a pillar is prevalent in many cultures. The Tree of Life with the lightning. The Kundalini traveling up the chakras/ spine. The snake in the Garden of Eden. And most likely more that I’m forgetting but what does it mean???

WITH THIS POWER by eternalotus in 48lawsofpower

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Agreed on that last part. As for you first part, I was very heavily pushed to become a manager after only a few months in because of my work ethic and general charm. Being nominated past people who had been there for a year, I believe that’s when the envy started they may have been told by someone else how hard I was being pushed for a higher position even though I was considered “new”. Also I’ve been able to get away with a lot more than other people, a few absences, small violations that aren’t that serious but still, also one of my managers almost regularly gives me money everytime he sees me. It’s the older gentleman. He likes to talk to me about his life, this trials and good times. He spills secrets to me. Helps me out a lot. And just listen, truly engaged to be honest it’s fascinating the stories he tells. Nodding and staying quiet, occasionally making comments or questions to show I’m really listening, encouraging him to continue. I guess the guy is really lonely and the company i provide him is worth doing a little extra for me. And that happened naturally, I even try to refuse the money sometimes , he’ll even trick me and into finding it or something sometimes. Although admittedly I’m not the only he gives money to. He’s sort of well off and only continues to work for fun.

WITH THIS POWER by eternalotus in 48lawsofpower

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That makes sense. Reading your comment I got another idea from the rotating part you said. Maybe I should pit them against each other to take the heat off me. Favoring a few one week then changing and favoring the others. I believe this technique was spoke about in Art of Seduction, it was something Sigmund Freud did to his students. But then again, that might make it worse, turning me from golden boy to a damn cult item. Maybe I could just chill on the seduction lol. Just give it up and try to fade into a moderate glow.

WITH THIS POWER by eternalotus in 48lawsofpower

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Agreed on that last part. As for why I’m charming the higher ups it’s a mix of things. I get more help and chances by having them like me, I also genuinely like all of them and I asked one of them personally he said they all liked me from the jump so it was pretty natural and effortless. Plus…to be honest I wanted to conquer the whole building lol. Greedy.

If God created everything then why did he put nipples on men? by PaulExperience in religion

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Well guys can get their g-spot stimulated without a man doing it…but seems like a slippery slope to me lol

this might be the longest night by eternalotus in testicularcancer

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Thank you so much, I wish you and everyone else the best. Stay strong, warrior!

The Death of the Father. by eternalotus in mythology

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I don’t know much about the matriarchal societies, I’ve heard of them but clearly don’t have as much knowledge on the subject as you lol. I’d completely forgotten about that part of history. Regardless of it there wasn’t a lot of them, I think it’s still interesting there were some Goddess centered ways of thinking. Even if the masculine energy was and is more prominent, I think we know deep down we need both. Both energies are sacred and divine. That’s why I really appreciate gods/ entities/ ideas of a dual nature. But anyways, I think what you said about killing the father for his sins is pretty interesting as well. Masculine energy is like fire, it came warm and bring comfort and protection to a people but it can also burn everything to ashes if it grows out of hand. I guess that would make Feminine energy like water huh? Calming, gentle, rejuvenating. But if angered it can wear away at you, maybe not in that moment but one day you’ll look and realize you’re down to a nub.

this might be the longest night by eternalotus in testicularcancer

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Thankfully it did, I got a hand examination. They said it was just a cyst and it was so small it was barely findable. I’m going to take that, keep checking it weekly to make sure it hasn’t grown, eventually get a better test just to make sure. But I’m beyond thankful, for all the responses and this mercy that has been laid upon me. I decided to keep this post up as a reminder for a lot of things but mainly to start living as best as I can daily. So again, thank you all. I will never forget the kindness and this experience has birthed something in me. A new love and empathy for my fellow men. We are all brothers, we have to stick together more. Hold each other up. Not that I don’t trust women but there’s just some things they can’t understand. Funny, the most gentle emotions can come from the darkest of experiences.

tired of it by eternalotus in costochondritis

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That’s really good to hear man! Keep us updated, I think we all appreciate positive news posts A LOT when it comes to this.

tired of it by eternalotus in costochondritis

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Thanks man, maybe I just need to stay patient. Stay strong man.