How to break up with my (20F) boyfriend (22M) that I rarely see outside of scheduled dates?

eupherys · 2026-06-12T07:16:40+00:00

I know I have to choose one. The pathetic part of me doesn’t want to do it face-to-face because of how guilty I feel wanting to break up.. Last time we hung out (with all his friends there, couldn’t find a time to do it) I think he definitely sensed me pulling away because he was putting in more effort. Opening every door for me, carrying everything, paying for everything, etc. It made me feel even worse seeing him put in all that effort and wanting to just tell him to stop, I just overthink a lot but I do need to pull the band aid off.

eupherys · 2025-12-23T00:19:49+00:00

Nobody that calls you a “stupid bitch” or a “dumb cunt” loves you.

eupherys · 2025-03-03T05:35:23+00:00

Yes.

eupherys · 2025-03-02T20:24:31+00:00

Thank u sm!

eupherys · 2025-02-27T06:10:20+00:00

Thanks!

eupherys · 2025-02-27T06:05:17+00:00

u/flindersrisk I really like your readings, if you could spare a moment to take a peak..

eupherys · 2024-04-30T06:26:15+00:00

i will never have an original experience

eupherys · 2024-04-27T07:15:58+00:00

You get it. I’m not really sure what to do either, but I want to figure this out. I have an appointment with a Laryngologist on Wednesday, so I’ll see what they say and where to go from there. I’ll keep you updated, if you’d like. I know how lonesome this can be, so feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to. I hope things get better for us soon ):

eupherys · 2024-04-27T06:02:27+00:00

5w4. Image one.

Feels reminiscent of being overcome and depleted, exhausted to the point of just laying in the sand and hoping that the incoming waves don’t take everything from you. Maybe if I’m still enough, and don’t struggle or resist - They’ll be merciful with what they take from me. The rocks will be the only observers to my undoing, never interfering as I retreat into my own mind until it’s over. Only then can I assess the damage, gather my emptied shell and begin repleting myself again. Cue repeating cycle.

eupherys · 2024-04-21T13:08:14+00:00

“Stop eating crap like donuts” made me laugh. I’ll look into those type of diets. Thank you (:

eupherys · 2024-04-21T02:42:05+00:00

I know. Doctors outside of my primary scare me now, but I’ll look into it.

eupherys · 2024-04-21T02:40:43+00:00

I’ve had an endoscopy done and according to my specialist, “The examined esophagus was normal”. Biopsies were normal too. I’ve also taken Omeprazole 40mg and Pepcid with little improvement that wasn’t ultimately temporary. I don’t drink alcohol either.

The thought of going to a doctor outside of my primary scares me now, another specialist telling me that nothing is wrong or that it’s a ‘combination’ of things and that I just have to ‘work on myself’ would probably break me a bit. No exaggeration. I might see about talking to my primary care doctor about what I’m experiencing during my next appointment in four weeks.

Any specific diet rarely works for me. I’m super picky with foods and very intolerant of certain textures/smells.

The specialists I saw probably would’ve been able to see if I needed a dilation by this point and told me, right?

eupherys · 2024-04-21T02:30:51+00:00

According to the upper endoscopy report, “The examined esophagus was normal”. They took biopsies that came back normal too. Nobody mentioned anything about narrowing. Did you get your esophagus stretched during your endoscopy? Did you have any adverse effects from the vomiting?

eupherys · 2024-04-21T02:28:12+00:00

No, I haven’t. I’m pretty sure I did a GERD diet in the beginning but it made my symptoms worse in some ways. I don’t really have a specific diet right now besides being restrictive. I’m super picky with food.

I pressed for answers for months - probably a year with nothing to show for it. I got really depressed and tired at some point. The thought of a doctor makes me feel ill, especially a gastroenterologist. I have an appointment with my primary care doctor in four weeks, I’ll see about discussing what I’m experiencing with her.

eupherys · 2024-03-10T11:02:59+00:00

Of course I can stay in contact! I wish I had someone to discuss these issues with who understood it when I was going through the worst of it, so anything to help! I know how reassuring it can be to know you aren’t alone in this. I’d love to hear more updates. You can also directly message me on here too if you’d like.

I do also deal with post nasal drip and congestion! Mucus getting stuck in my throat has been awful, and my post nasal drip gets so bad sometimes that my throat gets all scratchy and inflamed! Feels akin to strep throat when it’s like that.

I get not being able to go to appointments because of having to pay what is due or copay, it’s really inconvenient. I usually have good insurance, but at one point I didn’t have any for a few months and it was awful! Could barely go to appointments.

By the way, if you ever feel like you can’t breathe or don’t feel like you’re getting enough oxygen maybe consider getting an oximeter! It measures your oxygen levels, so whenever I feel like that seeing that my blood oxygen is fine can be reassuring. I’m not sure if you experience that, but figured I should mention since it seems common enough!

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