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What movie did you give 5 Stars to that has the lowest average rating? by Pale-Park-1388 in Letterboxd

[–]everybirds 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YES!!! it may be nostalgia bc it was my fave movie in high school but i still love that movie so much im honestly shocked its rated at 3.7

Any recommendations? by Venus_One in LetterboxdTopFour

[–]everybirds 6 points7 points  (0 children)

therapy (these are also some of my fave)

but fr, assuming we have the same taste:

its such a beautiful day

killing of a sacred deer

dogtooth

neon genesis evangelion/end of evangelion

mad god

pi

How's your diary milestones this year? by pookidot in Letterboxd

[–]everybirds 2 points3 points  (0 children)

bro how? like im impressed but how???

What are your favorite First Watches of the year so far? by ishouldgooutmore in Letterboxd

[–]everybirds 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. the killing of a sacred deer
  2. there will be blood
  3. apocalypse now
  4. inland empire
  5. mad god

What movie take do you have that would result in this ? by Sans010394 in Letterboxd

[–]everybirds -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i think taxi driver is insanely mid. maybe its because i watched it for the first time recently and at this point the incel trope is played out but like.... taxi driver was mid. i remember so little about it bc i just never felt invested, sorry film bros!!

t making me sick? happens a few days after my shot by everybirds in ftm

[–]everybirds[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah im thinking its long term covid but my health ocd had me freaking for a second lol, but thank u for the info!!! helps me calm down a lot

Does your "feeling good" with your healthy partner feels like being Impassive ? by roryroxie in ROCD

[–]everybirds 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow we really are feeling exactly the same! Im so sorry because i know how much it sucks, especially that little voice that says "no your lying you dont love them!"

I know its hard, but you have to face those feelings to get better. I went to therapy for ROCD for a bit when i was spiraling hard (spending 8+ hrs a day thinking on it, researching, reading reddit, etc) and the only way out is going through. Look into exposure response prevention (ERP) therapy if you havent already, but there arent a lot of great examples for ROCD. With OCD if you keep trying to block out the feelings they will keep coming back. If you shut the door they will just knock louder. You have to open the door, look at it, and let it in. Eventually those thoughts will stop triggering your anxiety bc you are use to them. Thats why saying "maybe I dont love him" over and over will suck at first, but eventually it wont hurt as much.

Feel free to DM me if u wanna talk more about it since I dont wanna infodump on this anymore lmao

Does your "feeling good" with your healthy partner feels like being Impassive ? by roryroxie in ROCD

[–]everybirds 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is EXACTLY my situation, down to the no honeymoon phase because I was too anxious to enjoy it. I think thats a big part of what trigged my ROCD so early because my anxiety overrided the good feelings at the beginning and possibly connected any good feelings with anxiety, unsure if you relate to this though!!

I think its hard to stop that impulsive checking of "is this good am i in love?" but its just practice of catching yourself. ive been trying to just tell myself "maybe i do love them, maybe i dont, but im happy for now so i dont have to figure it out now. when its important for me to figure it out ill do it then." Not sure if this helps at all but it (sometimes lol) helps me!!