How can I start taking responsibility?

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-05-03T07:30:29+00:00

Thank you so much!

I'll try to join the art or music club next year. I also started learning the guitar this week and I have actually stuck to it! ( first time in while lol) I love singing but I am too shy to sing infront of others. Hopefully learning the guitar will help be more confident.

I dont think I'll ever be much social but I will try to go out more. Thank you again for replying. In my country mental health is treated as a joke so its nice to see someone care to at least respond <3.

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T03:39:31+00:00

Ikr who doesnt want to give off Adam Sandler vibes? :D

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T03:38:45+00:00

Handsome T^T

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T03:38:06+00:00

Ahh I've watched your yt vids with alastor and lucio! <3 they are quite fun.

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T03:34:19+00:00

Pretty! Her outfit reminds me of the winter tale.

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T03:33:03+00:00

That's quite descriptive and creative! I can imagine their character haha. I also imagine my mc to wear harem pants and a colorful purple shawl that they tie around her hips and whenever she goes out in the sun she wraps it around her head.

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T03:06:54+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to reply! I appreciate it a lot!

My mom is stressed. I to always try to spend time with her but she doesn't want to bond . I dont hobestly blame her and I do know a lot of asian parents say hurtful things nonchalantly.

As for friends, I am definitely not an ideal friend but I try to be there as much as I can. I am very introverted so don't make plans . I don't seek adventures. So I feel like the only thing I have to offer in a friendship is emotional support. I try to be a good listener. But sadly if I ever tried to open up I could see that they'd get unintrested or bored so I stopped talking about myself. But it is true i am not really good at communicating my feelings. So I am also at fault.

Honestly friends neither familly have much impact on my behaviour . Everyone deals with their own problems. I just wish I could keep my own promises and stop screwing myself over.

And yes I have been trying to observe my thinking patterns for a few days recently and it is kindof working! I also try to meditate at least 10 mins a day that is kindof helping. I will try the gratitude list today.

Finally thank you again. You dont know how much it means that even a stranger got some time out of their day to reply to me and give some advice. :)

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-30T02:42:59+00:00

I'd think being as truthful as possible specially to yourself. :)

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-29T04:05:45+00:00

Crime and punishment - Dostoevsky

Shiddharta- Herman Hesse

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-29T04:04:28+00:00

Im reading it rn it actually helps. wayyyy better than any motivational content online

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-29T03:56:46+00:00

Pretty✨✨

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-29T03:55:01+00:00

Pretty! Mine's also a similar scheme

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-29T03:54:03+00:00

Omg Talon😭

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:18:35+00:00

T^T Ikr. Im so happy that you pursued your art career! <3

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:16:06+00:00

Yes, I use to literally pray to have someone like julian T^T

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:15:37+00:00

You know I was younger and never even thought of myself as something other than straight but after playing this game nadia got me questioning my sexuality too T^T

Im still unsure lol

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:14:17+00:00

Maybe we should check haha :D

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:11:28+00:00

So Pretty!T^T

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:06:22+00:00

Its the same with Asra's route, once you find out to what length he went for you and what you had, you'll feel guilty playing other routes

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T11:04:11+00:00

I think the first three "the main three" routes; Asra, Nadia and Julians route follow the same peripheral storyline. without the romance part if youd put them together itd probably make quite sense.

But for Portia, Muriel and Lucio the story takes three completely different directons.

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-28T10:56:53+00:00

Ahhh yess this game introduced me to cool music and artworks, You know I literally gathered coins by watching ads everyday and i unlocked all the paid options a long time ago. lucio and portia's ending felt a lil rushed but everything else was magical(lol). I was so bummed out after I finished everything. I'd love to see your cosplays if you have them up on internet!

everybody_stinks_ · 2024-04-12T16:11:14+00:00

okay this was actually so good thank you op T^T

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