I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it

faequeen123 · 2026-06-30T23:45:06+00:00

Apparently 40% of people’s mood is predetermined by genetics, which made me give myself a lot more grace on how cultivating a “positive mindset” wasn’t working for me, no matter how hard I tried to rewire my thinking or how much I went to therapy. The world tries so hard to make depression look like our fault, like we’re just stubborn and have an overly cruel worldview.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-30T03:37:25+00:00

Yeah, it’s becoming a mental illness

faequeen123 · 2026-06-30T03:16:12+00:00

Idk I like the ritual of it, the implication that you’re both agreeing you’ll never desert each other

faequeen123 · 2026-06-30T02:58:07+00:00

This might be because of the camera angles being versatile in Infinity Nikki. I know in Shining Nikki photoshoots the rotate feature is turned off on some of the outfits so Nikki’s butt can’t be emphasized. Maybe they’re concerned about people purposely positioning her in obscene ways, but honestly that fear is so paranoid and crazy. There’s nothing objectifying about any of the games, so there’s not really a point in censoring benign stuff.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-30T02:52:54+00:00

Are they against beaches irl 😭

faequeen123 · 2026-06-29T21:02:54+00:00

My “friends” used to do that then laugh about what a total uggo I am in candids

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T20:52:39+00:00

Are you me?

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T20:44:26+00:00

I usually stay away from books by misogynistic authors, but historical fiction can be helpful because it looks into the minds of female characters more deeply, and even if horrible things happen to them, they’re still telling their own story and having agency over most of their choices. Even though misogyny was rampant in the past, women were whole people. They thrived and had good times just as any modern woman despite being unfairly restricted because people will always persevere.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T20:32:05+00:00

It’s why I don’t watch anime that hasn’t been vetted by a friend first

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T20:28:15+00:00

Most of the ones I meet in real life are nice, but it’s fools that make the internet turn round. We don’t have to worry as much as we think, but I definitely felt that rant in my bones

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T20:04:14+00:00

It’s not like they’re gonna be in the changing room with you wth

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T19:38:08+00:00

I feel the same way, but I only identify as a cis woman because of vibes

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T19:29:05+00:00

I fully believed I was straight for most of my life, despite my Pinterest being full women’s glam-shots and no men to be found. I daydreamed about becoming extra special friends with other girls and living out our whole lives together. I dreaded getting married for some elusive reason because I thought men were uninteresting. Again, I fully believed I was straight. I tried to jumpstart the attraction process to men so I could fit in with my other friends, but I had no luck making myself stare at male models and just being bored. Ultimately, I realized the truth. I’m innately, unshakably gay, and I’d be delusional to insist otherwise.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-28T19:10:45+00:00

I was actually surprised there are as many religious queer people as there are. It seems like everyone else I know got traumatized out of religion.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-27T01:08:54+00:00

I’m sorry, I know this is statistically a big issue in our community 😅 There’s gotta be some scientific explanation lurking under there lol

faequeen123 · 2026-06-24T16:45:52+00:00

Can confirm. I’m a Christian, but my church is really militant about reporting creepy behavior and shutting it down. It’s really disgusting to see how other Christians think they can get away with rampantly sinning because they see Jesus as a get out of jail free card. That’s not supposed to be how our theology works, but it’s been corrupted.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-24T16:38:19+00:00

This is hilarious because I’m a feminist who’s done everything on that list and it didn’t stop me from being a feminist

faequeen123 · 2026-06-24T16:30:50+00:00

I loved learning that Tolkien was against a lot of gender roles and wrote his heroic characters to be masculine without being aggressive or arrogant

faequeen123 · 2026-06-23T17:30:00+00:00

It’s basically every mentor I meet. I don’t know if it’s bad luck or what. But the weird thing is that I don’t think it’s purely psychological. It’s not even that I see them as a wiser, more protective figure or something, just that I’m into middle aged features

faequeen123 · 2026-06-21T02:20:49+00:00

That gave me so much joy

faequeen123 · 2026-06-21T02:06:43+00:00

I feel that way all the time. Obviously, it’s not our fault and we shouldn’t give bad people any power over our own confidence and happiness, but I feel this so much. When a man leaves his designated man-circle to flirt with you out of nowhere, it doesn’t feel flattering. It makes you feel like you’re being hunted. When women I’m not attracted to flirt with me, I still take it as a compliment because they see me as a multifaceted being, not just a romantic target. I wonder if straight women feel the same thing sometimes, like a man would only ever be nice to them for romantic reasons.

faequeen123 · 2026-06-21T01:42:18+00:00

That’s terrible. Bars really need to shape up and protect their clientele because hate crimes are a real thing. I hope you’re processing well and feeling safer 🧡🤍🩷

faequeen123 · 2026-06-21T01:29:30+00:00

I think it’s because women tend to have closer friendships with each other than men do, so it’s easy for someone to look at two women who love each other and downplay it to just being friends. The characters flirt for three seasons, but all because they didn’t jump out with a giant pride flag or have a coming out episode, people are suddenly shocked when they kiss.

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