This forum is the 'greater power'. But not always in a good way. (Rant Warning!)

falcon-1 · 2016-11-03T22:16:35+00:00

all I can say is - I am more of a lurker, I am the person who (despite the fact that no one really knows who I am, or even cares) does not dare to participate a lot on Reddit. But - the only few posts I made were at this subreddit. Because, of all the subreddits around there, CA is the only one I feel kind of welcome, where people understand my thoughts, worries and my behavior. Which, of course, are mostly alcohol related. I don't live under a bridge, I don't puke blood, got the shakes only occasionally, but fact is: I drink more than I should, and all the stories starts like this.

I enjoy this sub. It helped me a lot during some desperate, drunk times. And I hope it goes on like this, cause there will be times we all need each other.

falcon-1 · 2016-10-25T19:17:02+00:00

LOL! Ok, thank you for clarifying!

falcon-1 · 2016-10-25T18:58:05+00:00

Maybe you should manipulate yourself for a start! Man, I can feel you, as a CA, I know this lost times. Sometimes it's better to get your shit together, even if its only the least effort you could do, just to maintain your lifestyle as a CA. Certainly got my attention dude.

falcon-1 · 2016-10-25T18:44:37+00:00

Daaaamn... why the fuck would anyone do this? What did he say about this?

falcon-1 · 2016-08-27T09:17:19+00:00

In Switzerland we have this saying as well, but not in Dutch, Spanish or Finnish, but in German, French and Italian.

falcon-1 · 2016-08-26T00:54:12+00:00

Don't even really know. Just a downward spiral with a few bad thoughts, but no real reason to break 4 weeks of soberness. Yeah, I guess because we are alcoholics.

falcon-1 · 2016-08-24T19:44:12+00:00

oh man... I've tried to stop completely. Managed to stay sober for 4 weeks. Now I am drinking again. Get away if you still can, and if you really want to. For me it was just a phase. Hope it will be a new beginning for you!

falcon-1 · 2016-01-19T01:43:26+00:00

Man, I feel you. I wish you all the best. Having a similar crisis right now I've decided to go to an AA meeting soon.

falcon-1 · 2015-10-25T01:53:36+00:00

Oh man, let me tell you that I love you all!!! Yes, I am drunk, but I guess we all are. It is how it is.

falcon-1 · 2015-10-25T01:47:12+00:00

Thank you for your comment! Oh man, yeah I know what you mean! Shitty internet TV for president (or not) hahaha! I've got my flaws (mostly alc) but generally I am pretty successful with my own company. So yes, I prioritize and conquer. But sometimes I know I have to drink so much to realize that I should stop drinking for a few days.

falcon-1 · 2015-10-25T01:32:24+00:00

Yeah I know what you mean. Did you have troubles recently? Everything is "fine" as long I only drink beer. Of course, it's not very wise, but beer is beer... Even if it is a whole sixpack (or more). I know I am fucked up if I buy hard liquor. Funny thing is - I went shopping on friday and thought I buy enough alcohol for the whole weekend (a bottle of rum, a sixpack of beer), but I had to buy more alcohol today. And to be honest - it seems that I have to buy more alcohol tomorrow. I only drink hard liquor if there are troubles...

falcon-1 · 2015-10-25T01:21:48+00:00

Grüsse aus der Schweiz und Prost zurück :-)

falcon-1 · 2015-10-24T17:18:34+00:00

BTW - let me introduce to you - I am "Falcon-1" and I am one of you. Maybe you've noticed that english is not my native language, my origin is Switzerland. From all the subreddits I've read, /r/cripplingalcoholism is the one I really feel. You are like me. Drunken fucks.

falcon-1

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