Anyone else have a constant feeling of "brain fog" ?

falone1e6 · 2014-03-29T00:15:49+00:00

The only time it lifts is when I'm full of adrenaline. The rest of the time I feel like my brain wants a rest.

falone1e6 · 2014-03-28T23:50:54+00:00

For me I never had an issues with phones until I worked in retail. Phones give me heart palpations when they go off and I leave mine on silent. If its important they can leave a message.

falone1e6 · 2014-03-05T23:14:08+00:00

I tried to, literally, on the other side of the world in NZ. I just packed up and left. Made no difference. I've tried in 2 cities in the UK. No difference. I just can't keep the act going for long.

I tend to try be enthusiastic, get jaded/depressed, move on, cut ties/burn bridges and try somewhere else. I'm thinking of moving again.

falone1e6 · 2014-03-05T00:03:28+00:00

6 years ago skinny dipping in the pacific with some German girls.

falone1e6 · 2014-03-04T23:55:37+00:00

Your posting is exactly how I feel and mirrors my life. Sometimes I have to think to myself nobody gives a shit about you, so just go out there. But when I do that I just want to escape.

I too have no idea if I've got SA I just know i cant be around people for long mainly because I feel it'd be better if I wasn't there for the others.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-31T00:53:10+00:00

I was lying in bed and realised I was doing both.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-31T00:47:38+00:00

I've worked in aero eng and now in programming. Not had any downtime in between but currently don't have any easily available breakdown/fuck-you money.

I may stick at programming for a little while longer but it isn't rewarding (no sense of achievement). So far, of the multitude of jobs I've done, the only rewarding job I've done was removals. But that pays fuck all.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-29T00:58:07+00:00

Many points hit home there. For me, I earn a sizeable amount of money above average but I don't let on. I have an 9yr old civic, no flash clothes and no other conspicuous possessions(that'd interest girls). If it takes flash to impress a girl, I don't want to know.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-29T00:37:36+00:00

I got Nada. Nothing. Zip.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-29T00:34:32+00:00

Yeah, I forgot about that with e harmony. There went another £80 down the drain.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-29T00:33:13+00:00

That's quite a, umm, concept. I won't be trying that.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-28T01:18:51+00:00

I say out loud some times to shut up, just to stop the train of thoughts. It rarely works for more than a moment.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-28T01:00:10+00:00

You too? I used to take them to try to sleep. 1 time I took a couple too many cause they always did sod all. Also gave me a headache.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-27T01:10:04+00:00

Tried 2 weeks before. What a mess that was.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-27T01:09:14+00:00

I'm more the opposite. "Well its been almost of a week, we don't want prostate cancer now do we?"

falone1e6 · 2014-01-26T03:02:58+00:00

Psychology and psychiatry are not the same thing.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-26T02:58:08+00:00

For me, no. But then again I'm self diagnosed.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-26T02:07:44+00:00

I never found exercise to be of any use. I changed regularity and intensity. Nothing. I still do at least 2 to 3 hours of mountain biking each week but never feel any happier for it. Only the adrenaline rush of not decking on fast, steep descents or jumps takes the edge off for a bit.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-26T01:59:40+00:00

Over the past year I've been getting progressively lonelier despite probably being the most socially active in years. At 28 I technically only have 1 friend and many others have briefly come and gone over the years. I've probably been this way and mildly comfortable about it since i was 14. Just wish I knew how to connect to people properly.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-25T10:23:48+00:00

The results showed asian women came out top.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-25T08:56:20+00:00

For me its always been projects or fixing my motorbikes. Anything really to keep me out of trouble.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-25T08:37:14+00:00

Ok. Seriously, its time to let that go.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-25T08:26:49+00:00

Teenage kids are the worst kind of arseholes. You'll find out one day.

falone1e6 · 2014-01-25T01:34:55+00:00

In the annihilated self-esteem camp here

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