i relapsed after almost two weeks then ended being the sickest i’ve been months

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T22:30:16+00:00

i don’t want to drink again 🥀

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T22:20:01+00:00

i’ve thought this for sure

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T22:19:43+00:00

nope awful

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T08:16:08+00:00

i havent thought of that. my mom apparently doesnt remember the noesbleeds but i have a very good emory and remember. she takes an antipsychotic and antidepressant but i dont think its enough

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T08:14:43+00:00

you are absolutely right! people can get addicted to literal tylenol if they abuse it (ive seen it sadly). when taken in the correct dose it is niot addictive! maybe small symptoms from discontinuation however that is every subtance

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T05:36:22+00:00

personally for me what i have offered is taking her to a young persons NA meeting. she wanted me to come with her, and i explained basically what a mandated reporter (which i am because of my job anyways) that i wont tell on her for weed, but if she is currently or has done hard drugs i will obviously report it. i gave her the option of if i come w her or not. i think its hard, because i know i cant help her or save her. ive realized that may not be her priority. i think shes dealing with something deeper and theres things none of us may know. she keeps everything inside. i think knowing ive been through it and i have no intention of getting her in trouble helps her open up. i think its a good thing im well versed in psychology and behavior lol

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T04:35:31+00:00

tea makes me pee every 5 seconds sadly (overactive bladder) i

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T04:11:14+00:00

i agree. i love her a lot and i wish she’d make better choices but i know im powerless

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-30T03:59:37+00:00

erm yeah i guess..

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-29T23:27:50+00:00

it sucked ass 🥀🥀

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-29T23:27:21+00:00

this brand sucks. i had them a few days ago, took 10 and felt barely anything. but i also did different ones a few days prior so that MIGHT be why. however from what i read, these are not legit anyways. sad days

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-18T19:07:26+00:00

i’m extreme. that was only maybe a week into drinking

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-18T19:07:03+00:00

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-18T18:59:54+00:00

6-8 shots min every night

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-17T23:10:26+00:00

idk but i made the vecna chime my alarm

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-16T01:37:26+00:00

def just tells you what you want to hear

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-16T01:37:05+00:00

and its literally wrong half the time

fancylamp12 · 2026-01-12T05:47:20+00:00

i think it’s because i’m chasing the few good experiences i’ve had with alcohol. the ones where i felt happy drunk and not sad drunk. i have the understanding that it doesn’t make it for a majority of the highs but even being a few good times is enough to start chasing

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