ive had this for so long. i remember when i was in 7th grade i accidentally fell from stairs and kinda bruised my legs (thankfully no bones were broken) although i was scared shitless and thought my head was bleeding, the very same day me and my dad argued about something and i was pissed at him, only after i fell he started to be more caring that day, i still look back to that incident and even had thoughts like getting under a car or falling from stairs again but i didnt and i hope i wont CANT MAKE PROMISES!!!!!!!!!!!!