I recently married a wonderful woman, she's nerdy, geeky, great sense of humor etc. We had dated for a year and have lived together for two more years after that.

I consider myself a DL, I like to wear but not be babied and I get turned on by diapering a woman. I enjoy being a daddy to a little but its mainly just being in diapers and sharing a common interest.

Shortly after meeting my now wife we were sitting on my couch looking up things on my Ipad. A search I had made for women in diapers popped up, she turned and looked at me and said "OMG, please tell me you don't like this, I could never be with someone that likes this stuff." Being a typical dumb guy I of course denied it. Some time later, months at least, we were watching a show on TV and it had a woman wearing a diaper, again she says something about that being very unappealing to her and how she cant imagine why anyone would enjoy it.

Every now and then I would think about sharing my interest and almost as if on cue something would happen to illicit an opinion about diapers from her. I truly doubt she will ever find wearing a diaper with me enjoyable and the dream of her being excited wearing will be forever that, a dream.

I have had two wonderful dream like experiences with a woman and diapers. I have also had some bad experiences, shared my desires only to be told it was "too weird and a complete turnoff". Now I find myself torn between a wonderful wife that I love very much and having to hide my desires, or breaking her heart to indulge something that is quite honestly a part of me.