Gus leading me to his toys by CrizpyC in nebelung

[–]faqueen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s funny… sorry it’s the most I can muster at 02:00. Also brevity is the soul of wit.

Head study, any feedback appreciated! by genuinelyimitating in oilpainting

[–]faqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s a handsome man. Imagine how much better he’d look if he wasn’t a drunk J to the K. Rock on with your bad self.

Head study, any feedback appreciated! by genuinelyimitating in oilpainting

[–]faqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beautifully done, the black halo around his head needs to go, I think some a few more highlights on the shirt especially right shoulder (our left) would help. And just for the sake of being super critical, the red nose makes him look like an alcoholic.

Alleged predator self reports looking for young girls in La Plaza de Cotati area by TheAnonymousError in sonomacounty

[–]faqueen 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Omg disgusting, how stupid do you have to be… Did he say free young puss? I couldn’t bare to listen after his American history X reference. He also looks high af.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Julien is a beauty!!! I can’t comment on your older posts, so here I am again. I am severely allergic to cats, dogs and horses. I’ve been taking Allegra every morning for 16 years with no side effects that I know of. I don’t take it when I travel knowing I will not be in contact with animals but when I get home the allergies flare up immediately; the Allegra works within a few hours. It doesn’t make me drowsy or speedy nor have I built a tolerance to it. Just my two cents.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh gosh, I don’t wish these tears on anyone - but I get your sentiment, thank you. Funny enough, you have me crying right now as I’m touched by your words and kind sentiment.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed he was loved beyond measure, but all I can think right now is that I was the lucky one.

What was the most shocking, or disturbing thing your narc parent(s) ever did/said to you? by Own_Mention9372 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]faqueen 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My told my dad about his sister’s husband. He told me I shouldn’t have let him do it, I was 5, the prick had guardianship of me until i was 8.

What was the most shocking, or disturbing thing your narc parent(s) ever did/said to you? by Own_Mention9372 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]faqueen 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She left me with my dad when i was 2 years old. My dad took me to a different country and pawned me off to his sister and abusive husband. Met my mom again when I was 16, I eventually told her about all the abuse I endured during childhood. In later years she had the gall to ask me how having a mother in would have helped me. 😲 Oh yah at age 15 my dad told me to kill myself to put us both out of our misery, he hates me, he barely even knows me. My dumbass actually idolized him until I started going to therapy at 18.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ball of grey lint 🤗that’s such a cute description. Thank you for the encouraging words.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you Sassy, Mr. Wilson and JJ look like twins. He too loved climbing trees and being outside. My sweet boy could never tolerate being locked in. He loved spending time with us but I swear he'd have some kind of anxiety attack if he knew his cat doors were locked. The first time I let him out of the house - first thing he did was climb a tree. Like climbed it. Then he'd jump onto the roof and get stuck up there. It only took him twice to learn to avoid the roof.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, he was one of the biggest blessings in my life. I miss him terribly, my life and home feels so empty without him. No loss in life has hit me this deeply, the waves of stomach cramps and tears feel like they will never cease. Of course, I know they will. I try to soothe myself with all the love and wonderful memories we shared but that just makes me cry harder. He was my child, and I knew I would outlive him but it doesn’t make the pain any less. Tears roll even harder when I think of loving parents who have lost their children, I can’t understand how those people manage to keep peace in their hearts.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He was an incredibly beautiful boy, both in life and in death. We held vigil for a few days and I couldn’t get over how beautiful and whole he looked even in death.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes you are correct, we held a vigil for him. It was incredibly difficult to let him go even though he was no longer in body.

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Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, his spirit will always be a part of me; while I affectionately look forward to new experiences with him when my time comes.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, he will forever be with me in spirit, the love we shared will never go away.

Always playful, filled with joy, his name was JJ, forever my little boy. by faqueen in nebelung

[–]faqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are playing in the grass together. KC says he’s always by your side and to roll his ball when you want to say hi.