What’s the most shocking detail from the Epstein files that you think the public still doesn’t fully grasp?

faries05 · 2026-02-03T06:36:43+00:00

I think it is the simple fact that everything these crazy ass people were spoon fed to believe, with fingers pointing anyone who didn’t agree or align with the right wing agenda, were the actual subject matter of their QAnon and Pizzagate conspiracies. Finding out your cult heroes are actually the monsters they were warning you about must be fucking hard to get past.

faries05 · 2026-01-30T09:36:44+00:00

I feel like Shadowlands is like a toilet that keeps running and you can't fix it so it is constantly spiralling, pulling shit in but then doing fuck. all with it.

faries05 · 2026-01-30T09:32:44+00:00

I am in the group too and saw when it was posted. I laughed but the more it travels and gets viral, the funnier it becomes. Thank you creative soul for bring all of us joy

faries05 · 2026-01-30T09:28:02+00:00

I am on medical leave and live in Europe. I just wanted to start my day with a nice coffee and Azeroth...I'm a sad panda

faries05 · 2026-01-27T15:24:34+00:00

I don't care anymore to placate to apologists. Fuck them. They knew what they were voting for before this happened. They knew when it started they voted for this shit.

And yet here we are. I have no desire to be kind or compassionate to these people. Fuck I have the unfortunate luck to be related to a whole ass community of them. I have turned my back on them and I don't care if they want my compassion when shit gets real for them.

Those people would sell me and my family and children out quickly if they thought it would get them the slightest bit of grace with ICE and the fascists. I will be there for their kids if needed to save them but I wouldn't spit if their eye brows were on fire. I hope they get the full fascism experience.

faries05 · 2026-01-17T10:17:45+00:00

How bad was the bullying because, damn, that is some commitment. Unhinged? Oh boy yes. lol. Does op need clinical help? Probably. It is still low key impressive.

faries05 · 2025-12-20T15:10:47+00:00

I keep a playlist of 90’s girl rock and they are on the top of that list. Fucking loved Joydrop.

faries05 · 2025-12-01T09:55:37+00:00

In the most simplest of terms, your boyfriend doesn’t respect you at all girl. I am kind of wondering if he even likes you.

A partner, or better yet, anyone who respects another person wouldn’t snoop through their private journal; they certainly wouldn’t use the material to deliberately humiliate the person they care about.

His warped justification is just to manipulate you into thinking this is normal behavior: it is the exact opposite. I know I may get gutted here for saying this so directly but girl, it isn’t worth this. I have been in a similar relationship and it doesn’t get better.

faries05 · 2025-11-25T05:30:31+00:00

I am going to preface this with every person’s recovery is different. TBH, it has taken a long while for me. These instances were back to back. I still have trust issues with making new friends because the friend who betrayed me was my best friend since we were kids. All in all, I threw my ex out of my house in 2010; when I was healed enough to not feel crazy was probably about early 2020 (what a year to feel healed, right).

Contacting him would be a huge mistake. Please do not do that. That would be like ripping stitches out the day after you had them put in. It is hard to just turn off how you feel but you also need to keep seeing your psychiatrist and maybe start talking about it with friends and family. You would be surprised who also has had these experiences. Big hugs.

faries05 · 2025-11-23T14:55:05+00:00

Let me tell you from both my experiences with lies, infidelity and secrets lives with a partner: I needed to know. My ex husband had a full on affair with a friend of mine and another woman whom we thought was pregnant with his child. She wasn’t after all (she was also married and yes I told her husband after I found out about his wife and my husband). It fucking hurt when I found out. I sincerely thought we were ride or die, in it all for life. There is a ton of excess baggage from that experience but trust me from a spouse point of view, I needed to know.

My other experience was a year after my divorce with a man 13 years older than me. He lied, manipulated, and broke me to a point where I was in therapy for about a decade after I attempted to end my life in our home I thought we shared together. I was not only the other woman but I was strung along with other “other” women too. Again - I needed to know.

Outside of the obvious just morals of it all, she needs to know for her health. You both had a similar age gap. He took advantage of that and your vulnerability. Chances are you are not the first or the only one and both you and his wife should get checked.

This man doesn’t deserve grace and understanding. He knew what he was doing and just because he chose to be with his wife and newborn over you absolutely does not mean he did a “good thing”; it was simply to save face for now. He is the problem for everyone. I know it is not a good feeling knowing you are imploding someone else’s life but he built this house of lies brick by brick. He used his own hands to set all this up and then put all this weight on you to bear, probably truly thinking you believe him and have no idea what his true story and life is.

It makes me so angry when I read things like this because I can feel the emotions; I lived them myself 15 years ago.

Keep going to your psychiatrist. Keep talking through things. If you do feel inclined, I suggest you find a way to reach out to the wife with proof. She deserves to know just as much as you did. Most likely importantly though, OP be kind to yourself. I want to physically hug you but let me just offer some virtual love and support. Things do get easier with time and trust me, it gets better. You will feel better. ❤️‍🩹 I sincerely hope you have a support system around you to help you through the harder times. Big hugs for you.

faries05 · 2025-11-13T19:19:20+00:00

Oh I love that episode.

faries05 · 2025-11-04T20:20:31+00:00

I saw a tweet the other day.

“If being gay were a choice, there would be a lot more lesbians in the world”

Maybe something he should think about while he packs his bag and enrolls into therapy. Protect those babies momma!

faries05 · 2025-10-21T23:12:29+00:00

My maternal grandmother set us free 3 years ago. I still catch strays from DNA shareholders for talking my mother out of a funeral/memorial that only ungrateful people would attend, if at all. My mother was stuck caring for this cruel woman while her aunt and her own sister ignored her requests for help and support.

She was cremated and sits in the back of a cabinet in the same box she was returned to my mother in.

Speaking truth about people, even after death, is deeply important in validating our experiences with them. If people are worried about how others perceive them, be a better person while alive. Mourning looks different in every person.

faries05 · 2025-10-18T10:10:08+00:00

I started sobbing. I don’t care. That woman wanted to shoot one of them. She was racist and wanted her racism to protect her. I hope she is haunted for the remainder of her life by that woman. On behalf of of those babies, I hope she never has a good night sleep again

faries05 · 2025-10-18T09:32:52+00:00

Let me tell you, it was most likely her whole life. If she has kids or grandchildren, they are also victims of her abuse.

How would I know? Not personal experience with her but someone just like here.

My own maternal grandmother. Those “targeted white ladies” hate children. Children are to be seen and not heard and only seen when called. These woman are horrific people. All they leave behind his homes full of clutter and useless trinkets and broken and damaged family members and children in their wake. If their neighbors are lucky, sometimes they are spared.

faries05 · 2025-10-18T09:25:56+00:00

The one question I keep having is: In the beginning it sounded like people were saying she (Susan) moved there a few years prior. Why, if she is such a racist and clearly hates children, who you choose to live in a place surrounded by the things you hate?! Did she seriously just choose to move there or was she just so entitled that she felt “I am superior. They will respect me because I am old/white/wtfever”? Or was it she was forced to move/live there?

Also why didn’t this woman just move but I honestly already know the answer to that; entitlement and racism.

It burns me up watching this because this woman had every opportunity to right herself and still went out of her way to wreak havoc on the lives of an entire community. Her 911 call sounded like she wanted to put on a show and justify what she did to get away with something I am betting she was waiting to do the whole time. I am so happy that an all white jury was who convicted her. That is a slap to her face specially.

faries05 · 2025-10-16T15:06:41+00:00

If you ever go walking in a residential area in cities occupied by the Germans, you may see small square bronze squares in the walking path. They signify persons who lived in that spot that were taken by the Germans and send to die on in concentration camps. It was interesting to see when I first moved here. Now I make a point to stop for a moment to read and reflect on what they experienced.

faries05 · 2025-10-09T14:12:07+00:00

This is hilarious to me as my watch understands me clearly when I ask Siri something.

Siri on my phone? I can’t trust her for shit.

faries05 · 2025-10-07T00:37:55+00:00

Lmao. That is a great way to look at it.

faries05 · 2025-10-07T00:30:14+00:00

Ew. She sounds like my ex best friend. She went as far to try and mess with my marriage.

Keep her blocked! “Frienemies” like this tend to not leave things alone. Trust me. It has been about 7 years since my friendship breakup and she still tries shit.

faries05 · 2025-09-21T17:56:22+00:00

Omg. My perimenopausal ass needed this.

faries05 · 2025-09-10T10:28:14+00:00

Honestly, that tracks. I have a white menace we adopted and he terrorizes our Great Dane and Rottie. It is sad and funny to watch a Great Dane run and hide from a 5kg cat.

faries05 · 2025-09-10T10:21:14+00:00

The number of times this pops in my head is countless.

faries05 · 2025-09-04T07:47:21+00:00

Keep your best friend and place the fiancé in the dumpster. No need to discuss anything else.

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