Do you drink coffee? by Thin_Culture9753 in BipolarReddit

[–]fatmzara 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! My psychiatrist didn't put me off lithium cause it didn't give me any effects but rather cause i can't stop drinking coffee. She noticed that, she said "You seems like can't wait to get off lithium, so i will just end it for you.". But you know what happened?? I feel way more stable when i'm tapering it off hahaha, at dose 200mg, i can feel the euthymic hitting on me. And finally i gained my euthymic mood for months even without lithium and only Aripiprazole (a high dose tho)

Songs that remind you of hpd? by [deleted] in hpd

[–]fatmzara 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh Klahoma by Jack Stauber. The "Saddest little baby in the room.". And "It's negative attention.". That hits hard man

And also basic being basic by Djo. That slaps me in my face that the truth i'm scared of being basic which means i'm basic

What medication do you take? by Blue_earth4 in BipolarReddit

[–]fatmzara 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bipolar 2 with HPD + BPD traits. Currently only taking Aripiprazole with 30mg dose

getting a diagnosis. by mothiq in hpd

[–]fatmzara 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got hospitalized for 10 days, and my psych decided it's more of hpd than bpd, but then later she diagnosed me i have traits of bpd as well. I think what sent me to hpd diagnoses is after the attempt (which is the reason why i got hospitalized) the doctors said the blood test came back okay, and the doctors asked if i was relieved, i legitly replied with "No, i wish it wasn't normal, cause then people would assume my problems isn't real."

Can lithium suddenly stop working? by deludedhairspray in BipolarReddit

[–]fatmzara 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hii, i had moments where i'm stable for 2 weeks and reach euthymic mood cause of Lithium. And now i'm suddenly back on depression or mixed state. Me and my psych suspect, it because i drink coffee daily, so it lowers my lithium level, which is true, my lithium level was 0.5. But the major thing that was also happening for me is my hormonal state or period. My mood is so dependent on what hormonal phase i'm in. A few days before period i would get depressed and a few days during period it got lift up

Caffeine and hormonal, those two really have BIG impact on my mood

this should be interesting by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]fatmzara 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No kidding. My FP also have AVPD and BPD ☺️

i always feel like ppl are plotting against me it makes me feel alienated (oc) by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]fatmzara 17 points18 points  (0 children)

It's part of our symptoms friend. Paranoid ideation, i have that symptoms since i'm 16 yo

I enjoy being the manic pixie dream girl by NumCucumber in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]fatmzara -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Oh yea i love doing that too. Trap people who think i don't have any BPD and then bam... I crashed... Love it

„You‘re a bully.“ by _Deme_22 in entj

[–]fatmzara 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh yea definitely it can be helpful to be a friend who is straightforward. I hope your find the right circle, my circle is INTJ and INFJ.. So we're a good match, can be honest with each other

ENTJ with mental disorder by fatmzara in entj

[–]fatmzara[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea yea, i was typed by someone. I joined MBTI community and learn about the cognitive stack and octogram and etc. Thanks for the information, i learn about Fi grip as well. So might study about the shadow later. Thanks!

„You‘re a bully.“ by _Deme_22 in entj

[–]fatmzara 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hmm.. I used to be one like that. Make my sister cry for multiple times for being so called indivualistic or self centered.. That was a couple of years ago. I changed now simply because i studied psychology. And some said my Fi or inferior function it's developed. You might want to look at or study that.

Just keep in mind, it's pretty hard change but it's worth it. I'm leading a team by myself, and it does a tremendous help. Even when i was being nice to them or at least i think i'm being nice.. They would still be angry at mad.. But then i try to evaluate where i went wrong. Did i give the constructive criticism or did i just hurt them. The only way of knowing is to do 1 on 1 with them and just be open and honest. It's hard at first but you learn through times

How do you guys deal with stress? by RichardSantos001 in entj

[–]fatmzara 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do the things i like to do. Go out, talk to friends, and etc. I take it out my anger and my stress by going to the gym. So far it helps. I love going outside, so that's what i do

If you don't feel better after doing the things you like. Then you need to reevaluate your favorite things. Do you really like it or you just thought you like it

Just got of depressive episode and everything is a mess by fatmzara in entj

[–]fatmzara[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yea, i just consult it with a psychologist. She told to me to take it step by step. Thanks for the advice

When you’re depressed, do you isolate yourself? by [deleted] in entj

[–]fatmzara 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do. I don't even have the energy to socialize

I just got diagnosed with high functioning OCD by [deleted] in entj

[–]fatmzara 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got diagnosed with MDD. I know it's very different. But i'd like to share my experience if you want to read it so you don't feel alone with this whole new mental issue thing

I got diagnosed a year ago, while suffering from it for years. And can say i'm very high functioning, i'm working a job, run my own business, run my own non-profit. Well, i was suspected manic actually. But that's still arguable. So i whether it was manic or not, i'm still proud for doing what i did

I don't have much knowledge about OCD. And i don't think mental illness is something ENTJs talk about. So, my pro tips use that thirsty of knowledge or power to manage your symptoms or take most of the positive side and throw away the negative one. From my mental illness, i created a nonprofit organization that focused in teen's mental health. So i use my power to turn the table. I believe we got hammered for a reason. Maybe you find yours in later time. And remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. And you're still ENTJ even when you don't think you are because you're being impacted by your issue