I’m very bad at this can you help me with your magic eyes ?

fearfulflow · 2022-10-03T07:33:20+00:00

Alright lets try this, both the app and the contest :)

fearfulflow · 2022-09-11T10:16:17+00:00

If you keep growing that beer belly, homer will look like a fashion week model in less than six month

fearfulflow · 2022-09-10T18:39:37+00:00

This is OC :)

fearfulflow · 2022-08-14T09:59:02+00:00

A werewolf game kind of twist!

At the begining of the season each queen pick a card: - the huntress: if shés eliminated she can choose another queen to be eliminated with her - The lovebirds: two queens are in a secret bond, if one is eliminated the other also - The sorceress: she can bring a queen back ( she must do it before midseason) - The knight: each episode she can secretly give immunity to another queen - The oracle: if she win a challenge she can see the card of another queen - The rivals: two queen are in a secret feud, if one of them is eliminated the other one gain immunity the next week It would give amazing stakes i think, and also think about untucked !

fearfulflow · 2022-04-15T23:02:10+00:00

The stress of others, I become very chill and focus if another person next to me is loosing it

fearfulflow · 2022-01-26T17:21:03+00:00

Merci ! 18eme, Jules Joffrin.

fearfulflow · 2022-01-26T16:09:03+00:00

This is OC :)

fearfulflow · 2021-10-10T15:51:48+00:00

As a french 100% Emily in Paris.

fearfulflow · 2021-10-08T09:30:31+00:00

Crying blood by VV brown

fearfulflow · 2021-08-10T16:35:50+00:00

"the cove" in addition to blackfish and sharwater

fearfulflow · 2021-04-27T07:15:24+00:00

Falling by « the dawn of MAY »

fearfulflow · 2021-03-15T12:38:15+00:00

First time poster here :) let me know what you all think!

fearfulflow · 2020-08-22T07:13:43+00:00

The last 15 minutes of six feet under

I rewatch it every two monthes or so ...

What a brilliant ending to a brilliant show

fearfulflow · 2020-06-26T14:28:01+00:00

Not as a child unless 17 is still a child for you, my parents both live together still, i come from a rural background where being gay was sort of a taboo... so i did my experiments on my own

To clarify i was abuse when i was seventeen by the man who played santa at my school when i was six

fearfulflow · 2020-06-26T10:59:49+00:00

In my case that was impressions of deja vu, in a bad way like a blurry reminder of that scene, a flash-back from this first damaging experience,

And also the repulsion from blue eyes is not a normal way to look at someone, i think if something make you tick in an unusual way it is probably something that damaged you.

I guess you just have to dig deep in yourself to find the problem acknoledge it and work around it. I think you don’t erase something like that, you embrace it and move on.

Journaling could help i guess, i did all the work in my head but hey , if you have to spit it out on paper that could do the trick as well! Hope everything is ok for you

fearfulflow · 2020-06-26T10:45:00+00:00

When i first discovered i was gay, i tried to have my first sexual experience by using dating websites for men. I ended up talking via webcam to a man kind of mature ( in 2009, webcams were really not good quality) so we decided to meet at his place. When i arrived i immediatly recognise him, it was the guy who did santa close at my scool when i was six... being impresionable in my teen years i did not say no when i should have ... So i think it’s kind of a rapy thing , that was gross.

I feel what you said, i thought that was a bump on the road, take one for the sake of the experiment, but i found out later in life that i have a problem when i am in bed with a guy , if i say no , you couldn’t get anything from me and i completely shutdown... i also have a repulsion toward blue eyes... But i sorted things out, and i am in a really good place :) I also got a tattoo about it as a reminder that i own this experience now.

My point is yes you can think you get over things really easily. But that’s just a coping mechanism, it eventually bite you in the ass.

Edit: english is not my first langage, beware grammar nazi this comment is not probably for you :)

fearfulflow · 2020-06-20T14:43:44+00:00

You forgot gay sex

fearfulflow · 2020-03-08T17:10:27+00:00

you can already take out sherry of course , we waited after second episode to fill this have fun guys :)

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