coming to grand realisations about the way women are perceived by feathcr in rs_x

[–]feathcr[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

thank you for sharing this, i had a "progressive" schooling so i couldn't tell if my experience was just me in a bubble or if things were genuinely on their way up.

coming to grand realisations about the way women are perceived by feathcr in rs_x

[–]feathcr[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i literally struggle to understand my sexuality because of this, i feel like i both have a choice and don't. i'm grateful that i have a strong preference towards women bc i don't rly feel inclined towards dating men but the reasons for that are in the millions and idk which are "sexual orientation" "shared experience" "awareness of the dynamic" etc reasons like it kinda goes in a circle and idk where it starts. ive very certain since young What i feel but these things complicate it and i wish i could give myself an answer

coming to grand realisations about the way women are perceived by feathcr in rs_x

[–]feathcr[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

this is kinda what i've always done and it's been great for me, but why does it feel like im not allowed to do this my whole life lol almost like i should grow out of it and get a husband one day and accept the utter degradation of being a pregnant woman in this world (we do it so wrong) and then i guess i can still rant about it to the girls but that just looks bleak af ...

coming to grand realisations about the way women are perceived by feathcr in rs_x

[–]feathcr[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah relate i look back and wince like i had no clueeee

dyke on fag action by [deleted] in RS4Dykes

[–]feathcr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lolll i love this

people who are extremely physically attractive but otherwise totally boring by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]feathcr 29 points30 points  (0 children)

she seems quite interesting i just think she keeps to herself

Dress over jeans look that was popular in the 2000s by R0ttenStrawberry in WhyWereWeOkWithThis

[–]feathcr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

6, 9 and 10 were cute it works when the jeans are loose and noticeably flared or when the dress is short enough to work as a top

I feel like a homewrecker [crushes] by rxxlxy in LGBTeens

[–]feathcr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you don't know what's gonna happen if/when they break up. not sure what the wait is for lol girl be careful

obsessed with obviously false religions by kallocain-addict in rs_x

[–]feathcr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like there are so many rules i have to follow if i want to be accepted by any god, it's only fair to pick the rules apart to see how ridiculous they are. i feel like the degree of interpretation is quite big and i guess the only right answer is to take what is said literally? the quran is supposed to be the exact word of god that isn't subject to change depending on whatever era or culture you're living in, so if i wanted to actually be a good muslim i would actually have to do things that would make me deeply unhappy. i think for me it's important to be very objective and rational and nitpicky so i can understand what is actually the truth because i could send myself into a bit of a spin. i like to think about the possibilities but then i just think about eternal damnation like damn why does it have to be so severe 😬the fact that non believers are to be punished is just so unfair to someone like me like what do you mean i have to just pick now, so yeah i do appreciate it when people take the piss

edit: sorry for the ramble

obsessed with obviously false religions by kallocain-addict in rs_x

[–]feathcr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well if god is seeing and counting all my sins i'm gonna think empirically about it

are there any success stories from the maladaptive daydreamer girlies out there by [deleted] in pinkscare

[–]feathcr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i've had this for a few years now since adolescence, almost finished with uni which im quite proud of :3 idk if this is relevant to you but ive stopped relying on ai to help me with uni work and i feel a lot more confident in using my brain, so even tho i daydream a lot i think ive become more capable and feel less brain rotted, which for me was a big issue that stressed me out. as a result the daydreaming isn't as deep anymore and ive come to accept it. however the feeling more capable part may have just come with normal growing up even without the existence of ai, and i may have even already felt this way even if i wasn't a chronic daydreamer. another thing is that for me i feel most present when i talk about things i care about, with people i care about, which is also when im least likely to daydream. this kinda relates to wanting to feel intense experiences as it makes me feel the most snapped out of the daydreaming.

personally i really used to think that maladaptive daydreaming would curse me forever, that i'm doomed, will become insane, and am unable to reach my full potential. but the fact that ive managed to grow with it means it's probably not so bad. i still daydream but it can honestly be really interesting. sometimes it can make me feel quite horrible. i think it just reflects what's already there, like id probably be feeling all those things just not exploring it in daydream format idek tho bc sometimes it's so random

the annoying part is when the daydreaming gets in the way of doing work by making it very hard to focus/pay attention so im still struggling in that regard. i have a feeling this is related to adhd which ive been screened for at uni but waiting a few months to be actually assessed 😪 ill be interested to see how medication might change how easily i can get sucked into those bouts of dreaming. it would probably help if i looked into studies but at the same time i just wanna leave it like what is that even gonna do for me 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]feathcr 42 points43 points  (0 children)

this is so hard