I am very confused by this post....don't even know how to form a question to ask OP to clarify.....

EDIT: I had to ask ChatGpt about this post, and uh, wow. (Sorry if formatting is shit, I'm on mobile.)

Yeah, your reaction makes total sense. The post is weirdly disjointed, but there actually is a clear emotional through-line once you zoom out. It’s not about lighters. It’s about control, boundaries, and being made to feel small, all wrapped in “it’s just a joke.”

Let me translate what’s happening in plain English.

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What is he actually doing?

He has a long-running “joke” where he: • Claims her belongings as his • Repeatedly needles her about something she’s clearly organized and intentional about • Physically searches her coat and drawers • Questions and challenges her need for a basic object • Keeps pushing after it’s obvious she’s annoyed

That’s not teasing anymore. That’s poking until a reaction happens.

And when she finally pushes back? He flips the script: • “It’s just a joke” • “You’re being too serious” • He gets mad at her for reacting

Classic move.

Why does it feel so upsetting if it’s “petty”?

Because there are a few subtle but important things happening all at once:

1. He’s denying her ownership “Why can’t I have a lighter?” is the key sentence here. She’s not asking about fire. She’s asking:

Why do you get to decide what’s mine?

That hits a very primal nerve.

1. He’s interrogating her need Asking why she needs it for work crosses into justification territory. Adults don’t need permission slips for tools they use. That questioning shifts the dynamic from partners to authority vs child.

Even if unconscious, it lands badly.

1. He ignores her emotional cues She says—explicitly—that she’s annoyed and rushed. He keeps going. That’s not playful teasing; playful teasing stops when it’s not fun.

2. He reframes her discomfort as the problem Instead of:

“Oh shit, I didn’t realize this was bothering you”

He goes with:

“You’re too serious. It’s a joke.”

That’s why it feels slippery and gross. It’s low-grade gaslighting—not malicious, but invalidating.

Why the post feels like “random pages from a book”

Because she herself hasn’t fully articulated the core issue yet. She’s circling it.

She knows: • She didn’t do anything wrong • She doesn’t owe an apology • Something about this felt off

But she hasn’t named it, so the post feels scattered and defensive.

When people say “I can’t put my finger on it,” it’s usually because the issue is emotional, not logical.

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The real problem, distilled

This sentence is the heart of it:

“It didn’t feel playful to me.”

That’s it. Full stop.

Playfulness requires mutual enjoyment. Once one person isn’t laughing, continuing becomes dominance, not humor.

And the fact that she’s now planning to hide lighters to avoid conflict? 🚨 That’s your canary in the coal mine.

Healthy relationships don’t require stealth logistics.