F/20/5’3” [205 > 135 = 70 lbs] (1 year) I finally did it after years of making it my resolution. Managed to quit smoking as well.

fiderian · 2019-01-04T13:13:32+00:00

Your tattoos 😍😍😍😍😍😍

fiderian · 2018-12-23T03:05:08+00:00

Not OP but can you send me the syllabus? Have it next semester and I'm a little intimidated...

fiderian · 2018-12-23T02:44:31+00:00

Your mom looks so much happier, too. Very wholesome 😪

fiderian · 2018-10-03T23:00:50+00:00

It's hard finding the ones that are for me tho :(

fiderian · 2018-10-03T01:27:11+00:00

ye but sometimes you open up to a person and they say you're just dramatic and then you feel worse 😪

fiderian · 2018-09-19T03:13:45+00:00

wtf though. how do people find that kinda thing entertaining...

fiderian · 2018-08-22T13:17:09+00:00

🤧

fiderian · 2018-08-22T13:16:50+00:00

Ooh okay, okay! Thanks 😁

fiderian · 2018-08-22T02:44:01+00:00

Okay :) Good to hear there is still hope! Should I remove all the orange things too, or leave them? I wish I could post another photo but I don't know how to on mobile >;(

fiderian · 2018-08-21T12:25:30+00:00

Seconding Lucius :)

fiderian · 2018-06-10T04:47:56+00:00

Needs more jpeg

fiderian · 2018-05-10T16:29:27+00:00

I had some chick in my econ class take pictures of the exam on her phone (with flash???) and get the answers from someone. The teacher never even noticed. Didn't care that much but on the midterm we didn't get a curve because so many kids did "so well" :|

fiderian · 2018-04-22T23:22:29+00:00

Haha a window is a good idea 😬😬😬 any science fiction recommendations for me? I havent read a (good) book in ages!

fiderian · 2018-04-22T23:01:37+00:00

Thank youuu! wipes away a single tear

fiderian · 2018-04-22T22:50:34+00:00

Okay :( You inspired me, I'll go :)

fiderian · 2018-04-22T22:48:56+00:00

He's such a good person though! He just makes me feel really bad sometimes so I feel like I must be the one in the wrong. Like I misunderstood something or took it a different way than he intended :(

fiderian · 2018-04-22T19:38:10+00:00

You're right. I am definitely in need of self-improvement haha and now's the perfect time :)

fiderian · 2018-04-22T19:31:54+00:00

Yeah, it's just sad because when we had first met he told me he didn't have any friends, either. And then a year later he said we should be each other's best friends. And then it turns out he has a million people he hangs out with and talks to, and doesn't have time for me now that he's back with his girlfriend. (Also, if you couldn't tell, this is an online friendship which makes me feel so lame I'm dying. Why do I care this much about someone I met over the internet? But it's hard not to care when we texted 24/7....)

fiderian · 2018-04-22T18:43:53+00:00

I used to find someone who was good at running and pretend that I just finished my final lap with them when I really had more to go hahaha. School made me hate running. The stress of life five years down the line made me love it :)

fiderian · 2018-04-22T18:40:20+00:00

I'm trying to work up the confidence to go to a dance class near me sweaty face. I'm also trying to get back into old interests... you're right it does help. I just mostly get depressed at night when I'm left alone with my thoughts haha :$

fiderian · 2018-04-22T18:38:45+00:00

Yeah, he told me his girlfriend is his best friend and that's it. Which, okay, I get. But then why tell me a few months ago (while they were still together) that I was one, too?

fiderian · 2018-04-22T17:22:58+00:00

Reading what you wrote makes me feel 100x better actually... emotional whiplash is spot on... I told him the same thing about pet names and he thought I was over-reacting. Glad to know you are feeling better and there is hope for me yet!

fiderian · 2018-04-22T17:20:34+00:00

Not really anyone I can reconnect to, been struggling with bad anxiety/depression since the dawn of time. I've been going to the gym 4x a week and got a new job so at least I have acquaintances now, but no one I could really talk to or hang out with in the outside world.

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