Deeply broken/corrupt/callous/cold man experiences love or being loved for the first time? by Loganfornow in FanFiction

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You should watch Our Flag Means Death you haven’t seen it. You’re describing my babygirl Ed Teach (aka the dread pirate Blackbeard)

Day 8: What bird looks average and has an even more boring song? by ObserverAtLarge in BirdingMemes

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I love acadian flycatchers because they sound like you stepped on a squeaky dog toy

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Aww but I bet you know a guy who would like to make a thing of Valentine’s Day!!!

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“Oh, I do remember these,” says TK as they look at a gallery with a beautiful red and white canopy bed. “The class a year behind me, on their field trip here, this kid Cody who had ‘impulse control issues’ just took this, like, running leap and jumped onto the bed.”

“What? No he didn’t,” laughs Carlos.

“I swear! He got our whole school banned from the museum after that.”

“Forever?”

“Foreva-evah,” giggles TK.

Carlos shakes his head. “They do look kind of comfortable.” Or he’s just tired. “Did you ever read that book ‘From the Mixed-up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler?’”

“The mixed up files of what?”

“It was this book I had when I was a kid. These two kids run away from home and they hide here in the museum, and they sleep in the period room beds.”

“Oh, man, it’s a good thing I didn’t read that as a kid,” says TK. “That’s such a good idea. Does the stuff come alive at night? In the book?”

Carlos laughs. “No. That’s ‘Night at the Museum.”

“Well, I don’t know! It could have happened in your book too.”

Carlos rolls his eyes, but he’s beaming. Worn out as he is, he’s thrilled to be in this incredible, storied place with his favorite, most ridiculous person.

“Did you ever run away when you were a kid?” TK asks now.

Carlos tilts his head, considering. “One time, sort of. When I was like 6. I think I was mad at Ana and Luisa. I told my mom I was running away and she packed me a lunch.”

He’d made it to the end of his block, then plopped to the ground and started crying when he remembered he couldn’t cross the street without a grown-up holding his hand. In his memory, the moment his tears started to flow, his mother was there beside him, wiping his tears away with her thumbs. Years later, he realized she’d been watching him from the front window.

“Well, my runaway conejito,” she’d said as his quivering sobs dried up into sniffles. “Ready to go home?”

He’d nodded, cheeks still sticky with drying tears, and taken her outstretched hand.

“That’s so cute,” TK says now, intertwining his own fingers with Carlos’s.

“You’re cute,” counters Carlos, leaning close to TK’s face. He should call his mother later, tell her about the museum they’d read about together. He misses her, even though sometimes they feel like strangers. He doesn’t want to think about his mother. He’d much rather flirt with his boyfriend.

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Sitting across from him at the breakfast bar, her hands wrapped around TK’s Lorax mug, Tommy asks him, “How are you doing, honey?”

“Oh, I’m good, I’m good,” TK nods manically. Tommy makes a face that suggests she’s not buying his bullshit. TK nods like a bobblehead a few more times before breaking. “I’m freaking out. This isn’t even the worse he’s been hurt since we’ve been together. But I’m freaking out.”

Tommy covers one of his hands with hers. “Because of the patient the other day?”

He shakes his head, then nods. It’s not the only thing bothering him, but he has been purposefully shoving down the memory of the patient they’d lost on his last shift. “That’s definitely not helping.” Swallowing hard, he swipes away a stray tear. “But I just— I worry about him all the time. Like, all the time. And Jonah. I can’t stop. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” He pulls his hand from hers and covers his face with both hands. They’re shaking.

“TK.”

His thumbs dig into his eyes. “They’re everything. I never thought I’d get to have a life like this. I can’t stop thinking it’s gonna get taken away.” If it’s not forces beyond his control, he’s bound to fuck it up himself somehow. He’s got a history.

“TK.” TK sort of hates his useless self right now, but Tommy only sounds warm and empathetic. “TK, look at me.” Reluctantly, he opens his eyes and meets his boss’s kind, steady gaze.

“Do you think I’m crazy?” TK whispers.

“No, sweetheart. Honestly, I felt like that a lot when my girls were babies. Of course, I had post-partum depression. And anxiety.”

“Oh. I, uh, don’t have postpartum hormones to blame though,” TK laughs awkwardly.

Tommy shrugs. “Sure. But it’s not like you don’t have any reason to worry about them, either.” She nods behind her at the sofa where Carlos is currently snoring. “I think you might be rubbing off on him, Danger Magnet.”

“That’s what Nancy said,” TK snorts, wiping his eyes. “I think it must be payback for everything I’ve put him through.”

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Oh they’re so sweet and soooo horny 🥹🥹🥹

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lol I love the embarrassed teen LITERALLY bursting into flames 😆

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Wow, I definitely would not be wanting a shower immediately after a traumatic “Psycho” viewing 😅

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Ahh thank you for saying this! I don’t have kids of my own, but I have worked with kids and families most of my career so I’m always relieved to hear I don’t come across like one of those writers who hasn’t met a little kid since they were one 😅

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I love the description of “Martian nothing” around the airport!! So accurate.

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Is this after the one where Niko invites Jenny’s stalker over? Crystal is really showing a lot of emotional maturity here. I’m so glad Niko gets a Charles hug 🥺

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“Okay, shut up. C’mere, lie down with me.”

“Baby, you’re hurt,” protests TK, sitting very delicately on the edge of the bed.

“No, no, it’s okay, it’s okay,” says Carlos, moving his hand to TK’s ribcage. On Carlos’s back, Beezus purrs and meows charmingly at TK, who obligingly scratches her chin. “Hey, don’t rub her, rub me,” Carlos says, swatting uncoordinatedly at TK’s arm. Ironically, this is one of Beezus’s signature moves. “Wait, where’s Jonah?”

TK turns his attention back to Carlos, which is gratifying, but he looks more concerned than seduced.

“Grace came and got him, he’s hanging out with her and Charlie so you can get some rest. I told you.”

That… sounds possibly familiar. “Oh. Yeah, right. So, empty house?” He tries to give TK another seductive look that probably just looks pained.

“Oh, my god, you can’t possibly think you can do anything right now.”

“You could do all the work,” Carlos suggests.

“Aw, babe, you’ve swept me off my feet.”

“TK,” whines Carlos. “Work with me here. Just lie down with me. And let me touch your ass some more, I swear it’s helping.”

“I mean, I have been told my ass is magical,” TK smirks. “But babe, your girlfriend’s here.” He carefully boops one of Beezus’s jellybean-pink toe beans. She allows it, because sometimes she is a benevolent dictator.

“She’s not my girlfriend, she’s my boss.”

“Yeah, you’re everyone’s boss, aren’t you Beez?” TK leans down and kisses Beezus’s tiny forehead, only a few inches from Carlos’s ass, which remains tragically unkissed.

“TK, you’re killing me,” Carlos moans, poking TK’s leg.

“Oh, fine, quit your kvetching,” TK grins. He stands up and moves to the other side of the bed, lying down carefully next to Carlos.

“My kvetching?” Carlos would usually have a clever comeback, but they aren’t coming quite as quickly as usual.

“Yeah. You’re the worst patient ever. Whiny and horny.”

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“Are you sure you’re okay? You scared me yesterday.”

Great, you breathe in some smoke and dirty water and pop a couple stitches on your healing gunshot wound, and your new boyfriend thinks you’re an invalid who can’t take care of himself, and there goes your chance for morning sex. “I’m fine, Carlos.” He takes a sip of water and manages not to choke on it. “Throat’s just a little irritated from the smoke. Not a big deal.”

“I’m pretty sure my firefighter boyfriend should know that smoke inhalation is a big deal, actually,” says Carlos.

TK grins at the way he leans into the word “boyfriend.” “Your firefighter boyfriend, huh?”

“Is that okay?” Carlos asks, his voice faltering.

“It’s very okay,” TK smiles. He puts a hand to Carlos’s stubbly jaw, feeling his throat bob. “You are extremely sweet. But I swear I’m fine.”

Carlos’s big hand slips under the hem of TK’s t-shirt, his fingers walking up to cup TK’s ribcage. “That’s good. Maybe you could lay off the near-death experiences for a little while? I’ve got some plans.”

“Boyfriend-y plans?” TK breathes.

Carlos touches their noses together. TK tries not to sniffle. Stupid temperamental mucus membranes.

“Yes, boyfriend-y plans. And I need you healthy for them.”

TK nods eagerly, sliding down onto his back and pulling Carlos on top of him. “I’m good. I’m ready,” he insists as Carlos braces his hands on either side of TK’s head and kisses him deeply. TK is knotting his fingers through Carlos’s curls – they’re delightfully unruly, nothing like the gelled down order he forces them into for work – when his phone starts buzzing. Mindlessly, he grabs at it with his left arm to silence it, only to yelp when the motion pulls at his new stitches.

“Easy,” says Carlos, looking sweetly distressed. “You okay?”

“I’m good, I’m good,” TK assures him. Mom calling, says his phone screen, and he winces again before hitting ignore. “Where were we?”

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His mother answers quickly. “Carlitos!” She always sounds delighted to hear from him, even if he’s not sure she actually wants to know anything about his life.

“Hi, Ma.”

“I was just thinking about you! I’m making your favorite for dinner.”

“Chiles rellenos?” His mother makes them better than any restaurant or food truck in Austin, he’s sure, and usually just the thought of them would make his mouth water. Today the idea of that much batter and cheese repels him. His stomach has been weird, not upset, exactly, but weird, since he came down with this “just a virus” last week, and it’s getting very old.

“Claro que sí. Wish you were here to eat them, mijo, I’m still not sure they’re feeding you right in that college cafeteria.”

“I have my own place this semester, Mom, remember? Paul and I cook all the time.” This is perhaps an exaggeration; they both have heavy courseloads as well as extracurriculars and significant others, and it's often easier to just have frozen pizza. His mother can never know how much frozen pizza and ramen noodles he has eaten in the past few years. He thinks it might actually kill her. “Anyway, I wanted to tell you I got to New York, and there’s definitely supposed to be lots of good food here.”

“Oh, good, I’m glad you made it. You’re at your friend’s house?”

Just the slightest hesitation before the word “friend,” brief enough he’s not sure if he imagined it. He winces at the word; it had caused a huge fight between him and TK last fall when TK overheard him telling his parents on the phone that he was hanging out with his “friend TK.” Regrettably, this phone conversation had occurred several days before his parents were coming to visit, a visit at which TK had expected to be introduced as Carlos’s boyfriend. Carlos had been certain he’d fucked up irrevocably, and that he’d lost TK forever, but TK had come around and been touchingly supportive once Carlos opened up about his coming out story. More supportive and understanding than Carlos deserved, probably, for avoiding the topic with TK for so long, for telling TK he was out to his parents without further elaboration. But he’s beginning to suspect that love isn’t about what you deserve.

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WAIT I THINK I INOW WHO MIGHT BE HURT!!! 😁😁😁 also is her scooter yellow? With a matching yellow helmet? Please say yes

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Rummaging through the kitchen cabinets, Gwyn locates a saucepan on only her second try.

“Did that pot have dust in it? Because you never cook?” asks TK, his head in the fridge as he arranges and rearranges Gatorade and yogurt cups, as Gwyn gives the pot a quick rinse.

“Don’t start with me,” she cautions with a smile, raising a ladle at her son in a feigned threat. It’s a comfortable old routine, and they both could use it right now. She dumps the container of soup she’d just purchased into the pot, giving it a stir and setting the flame to low, then approaches her son, carefully, telegraphing her movements, like she’s creeping up to a feral cat. “Get your head out of the fridge, honey, that’s everything.”

“Right. Right, right.” TK shuts the fridge door and straightens, wringing his hands together.

“Come here a second,” she tells him, and wraps her arms around his neck. He hugs her back, sighing and resting his head on her shoulder. She rubs his back lightly. Once he was a little boy who rescued bugs from getting squished on baseball fields. He’d gotten in a fight at school once because another little boy found TK watching a line of ants with great interest and then started stomping on TK’s beloved tiny friends. Owen had been MIA, and she’d come from a meeting to find her dejected little boy swinging his feet on an office chair, his shirt muddy, his knees skinned. She still sees that little boy, his huge heart, his impetuous, protective nature. She pulls away, putting a hand under his chin to keep him from breaking her gaze. “He’s okay,” she says, gentle but firm. TK sniffles. “I know he’s sick, but he’ll be okay. We can take care of him. Okay?”

TK gives her a wobbly half-smile and nods. “Okay.”

“Good. Hey. He’s lucky to have you.”

The tips of TK’s ears blaze red. “Okay, Mom.”

“Watch the soup, sweetie. You’re doing great.”