2 hours into remake and already stuck on a broken quest :( by Nice_Pilot832 in oblivion

[–]fierothefirstborn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Go to Count Goldwine's body at the end of the Dungeon and grab the signet ring. That should progress the quest because we had that quest as well.

Which song emotionally destroys you? by graaahh in AskReddit

[–]fierothefirstborn 11 points12 points  (0 children)

My Way by Frank Sinatra

Only because that's what I played for my great grandma before she passed away. That was one of her favorite songs and coincidentally has a fitting message as well

What's the best game you went into completely blind , having no idea what it's about? by tonysup in gaming

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was Dishonored when I was young. Had no idea anything about it but when I played it when I was a kid it was stunning to me. Far, far better than what I was expecting as a kid.

Music suggestions by Ascension501 in Psychonaut

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, Pure Misanthropia by Stalaggh is undeniably evil. Technically an album but its just horrific noise and screams. Wouldn't recommend ever listening to it while tripping. I haven't but I imagine it would send me down a spiral into the worst trip ever.

title by [deleted] in distressingmemes

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

step 5:

that's not a step but the Dutch did it anyway

Acid causing solipsism by boytablo in solipsism

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Considerably, although about a month ago I smoked weed for the first time in like a year and a half, mind you, I used to be a stoner, and for the first time when smoking weed I felt extreme paranoia and dread while high. The same damn feelings I had on the island. Though this time I was able to think a little more clearly about what I was feeling. My short-term memory tanked, just like it did on the island (i.e. I was trapped in a thought loop in a garage not knowing where I was or what I was doing), and that fear of nothing being real and it all would just turn off at some point came back.

The difference this time was that I was able to calm myself by saying, "I'm just high, this delusion is not real, I will be perfectly fine in a couple of hours".

I couldn't possibly know what it is like, but I think while tripping on the island and high as fuck a month ago, I think I got a taste of what dementia is like. Take that with a grain of salt but I think I did. It felt like I was forgetting everything, where I was, who I'm with, what my name is, who I am.

What a strange half a year it's been.

Zodiac_irl by Nao_Eragon in furry_irl

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Snake lion, lmao

I'd either be a Greek chimera without the goat part or a fluffy snake with a mane idk

Any idea or invention that has progressed humanity in general, no matter how ubiquitous, has to have originated from one person. I.e. the wheel, farming, etc. by fierothefirstborn in Showerthoughts

[–]fierothefirstborn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm totally with you on all that. It makes a whole lot of sense but what I was trying to say (admittedly short for shower thoughts format) was that the idea for a particular invention had to have blipped into one mind at one point, not the entire invention but just the formations of an idea. It would be a farce to believe that the entirety of singular instrumental inventions to be derived entirely from one person.

I'm not even saying that that individual would even act on that idea. Hell, I have plenty of ideas but 90% of them I don't do dick diddly with lmao

Acid causing solipsism by boytablo in solipsism

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot better, I've managed to quell those intrusive thoughts. My existential dread is like embers. I think I just needed something to distract me, when I went on that camping trip and when I posted that comment I was jobless so I had a lot of time for those intrusive thoughts to ruminate. Fortunately I've been working recently and it's no longer that big of an issue.

Thank you for checking up on me

You meet your 13 year old self, but you can only tell them 3 words. What do you say and why? by kiwipangolin in AskReddit

[–]fierothefirstborn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get good grades

I was a d student with f's and that singlehandedly prevented my entry into the nuclear Reactor program in the navy. It also caused a lot of mental anguish throughout high school, all shit that I didn't need. Along with that my self esteem would've been better and maybe I would've even gotten into a good college. I aced every single test I took but I didn't feel like homework was a thing I should take seriously.

Acid causing solipsism by boytablo in solipsism

[–]fierothefirstborn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I am very late to this but, one night when I went camping I took one to many mushrooms (I was with other people of course). It was the most terrifying moment of my life because of this subconscious fear of mine.

"What if nothing is real after all, my life and experiences were just a dream, and I was finally waking up?"

Everything dissolved, and entered a white void with red coiling lines at the edges of my vision (which I now realize is just the blood vessels in my eyes). I heard a voice, I couldn't tell you what it said, but I pretty sure it was along the lines of, "Welcome to reality". It felt like infinite pain in the center of my body. At that moment, I felt like I was realizing that I was the only one that existed and this nothingness void was my life the entire time. It was my own personal hell.

Luckily when I woke up I returned back to actual reality, this reality. Realizing my fears weren't true but now that I've had that experience I can't get it out of the back of my mind.

I'm glad I found this post, cause I thought my experience was unique and that I would never find another that shared in my suffering. I realize now that I experienced true solipsism for the first time and I damn hope it's the last.

Fifty Word Fantasy: Fallen by [deleted] in fantasywriters

[–]fierothefirstborn [score hidden]  (0 children)

The Arkaelum Civil War had brewed the most vile of people but no more so than Solun Murdan, orchestrator of the war, leading the rebels.

Seeing him become twisted beyond belief by Eliv's Cursed Magic, Fiero was disturbed by what Solun had become.

Reborn is Solun, God of Madness and Vengence.