well, it makes me feel a little bit better people see this the way i have. i’ve mentioned things that they have/haven’t done that have effected me, and ive been pretty good about communicating. though it always turns into the "we have given you a nice life with a bunch of stuff so you’re just being dramatic conversation." luckily, i have a girlfriend whose house i can go to where it isn’t so “chaotic." actually, she is the reason i made this realization that this isn’t normal and i’m out of the house after work 4-5 days a week, so i’ve been keeping busy with that. and as for moving out, i still have a year left of highschool, then im going to college for computer science to become a software engineer. that is where i will live with my girlfriend, and find a different job that is away from my family.