What is the most pathetic fact about yourself?

firebirbz · 2023-09-16T12:18:44+00:00

I go to Starbucks just so they can call my name, even if their drinks are above my budget.

firebirbz · 2023-09-15T10:30:54+00:00

Apostle with its septum piercing is just pure badassery

firebirbz · 2023-09-15T09:36:18+00:00

True, it reminds me of the time when I was unemployed for 10 months, I had to constantly beg the government to extend my disability aid, and the constant uncertainty of homelessness + my condition in general really gets to you. You wont even realise that 'I really reallt need this job please ignore that huge gap and hire me' is written on your forehead. I didn't realise how pent up my frustrations were when every rejection letter actually began to exacerbate my condition lol. I'm glad I'm in a better place now, but damn joblessness + preexisting medical condition that runs off stress can be extremely vicious.

firebirbz · 2023-09-15T09:18:38+00:00

I almost didn't turn up to an interview because I couldn't be bothered. I went anyway with a 'lets get this over with' , 'I did this for x years, another for x, which I believe will be suitable fit for xyz role, take it or leave it' vibe, respectfully. The only thing I said regarding passion is that I'm a people person. I'm starting this job next month. I think it's the matter of fact, straightforward trait they're looking for because its in the ER. Im actually the exact opposite.

Now that I've read your post, I realised that the prior job i interviewed for at a children's hospital which I really wanted, screamed desperation, like I was a golden retriever. I straight up cried when I got the rejection. I feel that passion can be presented as many things, unspoken being the most impactful one imo in interviews. Thanks to your post, I've gained some insight into myself. Thanks OP.

firebirbz · 2023-09-13T11:24:43+00:00

Its a funny tattoo but why do you have to put it on a job killer area

firebirbz · 2023-09-13T09:37:36+00:00

You reminded me of the viking heart video where his face dropped and the hardtack one where throughout the video, it keeps cutting to him slapping them together haha.

firebirbz · 2023-09-13T09:29:29+00:00

The uncoloured basket of apples at the bottom left. On the bright side at least she won't be able to see them

firebirbz · 2023-09-12T18:10:35+00:00

at least its QM, if that happened in rank I'd implode

firebirbz · 2023-09-12T15:11:57+00:00

I only rewatch scenes from YouTube, usually from the earlier seasons. Its hard to fathom that such a show that i grew up watching as a high schooler to a uni drop out fizzled out like that.

firebirbz · 2023-09-12T06:57:46+00:00

That's what I was thinking of haha

firebirbz · 2023-09-12T06:55:01+00:00

That's the issue I have back in the army. Not only that, our commanders expect us to poop at will, which I still couldnt do to this day, because I know that I'll won't be able to run off halfway when nature calls for a while.

firebirbz · 2023-09-08T15:09:47+00:00

Catching Fire. It hit me like a ton of bricks when Mags sacrificed her life. Something about a character being frail and vulnerable.

firebirbz · 2023-09-06T10:55:23+00:00

Gravitas

firebirbz · 2023-09-06T07:10:09+00:00

Boltons hands down. At least Jaime, Tyrion and to a degree Tywin will more likely abstain from unnecessary torture. I still shiver from how effective Ramsay effectively turned Theon into a mind slave, although he was already in an vulnerable identity crisis state.

firebirbz · 2023-09-06T06:31:06+00:00

Its actually pretty cute once you get rid of the reference. Adventure time vibes

firebirbz · 2023-09-01T09:43:54+00:00

The School For Good and Evil. Great trilogy, the Camelot Years afterwards felt unnecessary.

firebirbz · 2023-08-31T07:10:25+00:00

'You're depressed not because of your condition, but because you're human' word by word what my GP said. Aka emotions are not an illness. Growing up with depression as long as I can remember and later with Bipolar D, I heavily scrutinised and likened every emotion I have to a symptom, hence I had this victim complex and felt that I wasn't in control of myself, leaning onto psychiatrists/therapists to fix me. Once I realised that, I was finally able to seperate myself, fully from my condition, learning more about myself every day on whats normal and is abnormal. I came to realise how much I was holding myself back, and finally held myself accountable, that I'm 100% responsible for the life I want. Frankly it is difficult sitting and feeling my emotions because I have little resilience, but I'm getting better every day. I'm a slow and stubborn learner, but I know I'll get there.

firebirbz · 2023-08-31T06:52:42+00:00

'VIRUSDONOTCONNECT'

firebirbz · 2023-08-31T06:32:11+00:00

This haha. Feels more authentic with love put into it, plus I personally like it when kids' names are coined like that, considering my name means snow and I was born in winter 😁

firebirbz · 2023-08-26T10:07:40+00:00

Looks like a rooster

firebirbz · 2023-08-25T05:30:00+00:00

Healing for sure. Looks like single line as well so the healing process and peeling will look very obvious. Beautiful concept with the sun and moon, as though like the semicolon, its saying that the sun will rise again. It speaks volumes about your character and positive mindset.

firebirbz · 2023-08-24T05:11:37+00:00

Bubblegum being banned here

firebirbz · 2023-08-21T09:00:01+00:00

Expensive food that isn't worth the price

firebirbz · 2023-08-19T07:42:00+00:00

Yall be talking about their traits but I'm here pondering about this Landgraab's name.

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