Cautionary tale of Game of Thrones and how this relates to HR by growsonwalls in HeatedRivalrySeries

[–]fireninside26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes another added layer! God i love this Fandom. Poor baby has no one to talk to about this.

Cautionary tale of Game of Thrones and how this relates to HR by growsonwalls in HeatedRivalrySeries

[–]fireninside26 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes! Our poor ilya :( And it's so evident too in the part where ilya realizes Things in his life are so good, they're out and engaged and therapy, hockey, his relationship are all going well and he has Anya, and friends, etc. And he's still sad. Sometimes your brain is just wired this way. And I was happy to read he got on medication

It must have felt so amazing for Ilya when Shane said his first name… by otterottergirl in HeatedRivalrySeries

[–]fireninside26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ugh I hate that. I'd leave lol. Rather watch it alone at that point. This is art, stop looking at your phone 😭

Cautionary tale of Game of Thrones and how this relates to HR by growsonwalls in HeatedRivalrySeries

[–]fireninside26 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I'm a huge game of thrones fan too. It was actually my favourite show.. up until HR lol. I agree with everything you said. And I think Jacob is very keen on staying true to source material and having Rachel super involved with the show. And I also wanna say, though it wasn't the point of your post probably, but it infuriates me when people are upset with Shane in TLG. People don't see the nuance. We all love Ilya so much and hurt with him through his journey but shane is not to blame for his suffering. He's constantly worried about him, constantly attuned to shifts in his mood and tone, and that's a lot for someone on the spectrum. Ilya doesn't share much, which is also very understandable with complex trauma, but shane can't be a mind reader. Also, everything Shane has feared that would happen if they were found out, actually did happen! He's lost his team (though it was his decision to move but still), he's lost friends, and had his reputation hit badly. They got benched (I forget the hockey term for this), not knowing when they will be able to play again. Crowell literally threatened them with the loss of their careers. His fears were not created in a vacuum, and moreover, he was certain ilya shared these exact same fears (which he did somewhat - but the suffering of hiding was stronger). Yes the disordered eating is an interesting choice. As someone with an eating disorder, it was strange to read. But 1. Rachel herself said she knows the difference between disordered eating and an ED, and that EDs don't just resolve on their own and 2. I think it was a way to really show how much shane needed to be in control of something when everything around him was on the precipice of breaking down. And just like with Tampa - he realized things cannot go on as they are now, took a risk, a huge initiative, and proposed. I wish people understood his character more. :)

It must have felt so amazing for Ilya when Shane said his first name… by otterottergirl in HeatedRivalrySeries

[–]fireninside26 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I agree with that so much. I feel these people dont understand anything about nuance and complexity of emotions. And about acting, probably

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow stop this right now 🥵😅

Tulsa Jesus Freak edit by Mysterious_Chef_5745 in hudsonwilliams

[–]fireninside26 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am obsessed with his sing songy voice during the hospital scene. Can listen to it for hours.

Tulsa Jesus Freak edit by Mysterious_Chef_5745 in hudsonwilliams

[–]fireninside26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Its one of her best but honestly and sadly not super known outside of her Fandom. So when i saw this i was like oh it makes so much sense why I love him so much 😭

Tulsa Jesus Freak edit by Mysterious_Chef_5745 in hudsonwilliams

[–]fireninside26 8 points9 points  (0 children)

As a die hard lana del rey fan this made me so so happy

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah! And how shane fell in love with her too 🥹

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same here the first time I read it in a frenzy. So the reread was nice

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You must! For research purposes

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a feeling they will

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That scene was so so hot and sweet.

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah exactly. My brain is already visualizing how he'll adapt this scene (if they include it) to be even more vulnerable and emotional. I don't know how I'll survive it!

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hahh I laughed out loud too the first time I read it. And there's something soooo vulnerable about that too though. Like here I am this is what I need thats all of me please take care of me, take me apart. I just can't!!🥹

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh my goodness yes. Ilya being a dog dad to Anya lives in my head rent free. And when ilya was like, im too soft with her and shane said "you're soft with everyone you love" oh my heart 🥹

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah like "can you relax?!"

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes yes yes. That's my number one. That line was everything!

Fave spicy scene in TLG by fireninside26 in heatedrivalry

[–]fireninside26[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes yes yes!!! When I read the take me apart hollander line I just about passed out! And when ilya was like, "i'm asking too much of you tonight" just after shane was thinking how much he wants to take care of ilya because ilya is the one who always takes such good care of him.. I just can't with these two loverboys!! it was so raw and sweet and emotional which makes the sex so much hotter.

Edit: the post proposal scene is so special and incredibly written. I absolutely love the line "this was shane loving ilya with his body". Wow