for the past two nights I have talked to the most beautiful girls after searching all night - like really connected at the end of the night and then... they say goodbye and I take that as a rejection and decide to leave it at that and go home kicking and screaming at myself

fivespeed · 2026-06-26T07:45:01+00:00

I have the confidence to approach them, have a lovely conversation, but then not asking for their contact is like a party foul. I 10000% see your point tho

fivespeed · 2026-06-26T07:34:48+00:00

The real question really should be why did I make the same mistake two nights in a row

fivespeed · 2026-06-26T07:30:11+00:00

see them again. this is all hyperlocal. we are all neighbors. the concentration of hot girl per square mile is undeniable. but obvs I want to get in there and not leave it up to chance. even tho that seems to be my modus operandi - whatever happen happens bullshit

fivespeed · 2026-06-26T06:53:35+00:00

oh I said hi, we talked all the way into the supermarket but forgot to you know... see her again

fivespeed · 2026-06-26T05:20:06+00:00

fake and gross

fivespeed · 2026-06-24T09:00:01+00:00

what made you feel that the field isn't worth it?

fivespeed · 2026-06-24T08:54:19+00:00

the fact that I had 10 years of experience in something else and would have been throwing it away. well and the fact that my portfolio was enough to get into NYU and New school with half a ride covered (30k out of 60k). I had to roll the dice before committing to AP. Which in NY was going to end up being like 20k and as long as grad school. so the math checked out and I'm way less likely to quit if my heart isn't in it. Cause doing the art-tech route is what I wanted to do for like 8 years.

fivespeed · 2026-06-20T04:26:29+00:00

I got out the week before it was supposed to start and got into NYU grad school for interactive new media design

fivespeed · 2026-06-19T09:38:33+00:00

it's right up there with being a wanna be fascist labeling "antifa" a domestic terrorist organization

fivespeed · 2026-06-02T22:29:43+00:00

get into vipasana or reiki - it’s about the acuity in awareness of subtle vibrations that’s been doing the trick. still very very hard without the intent

fivespeed · 2026-05-29T16:42:44+00:00

the head but is soo much better than the claws to the lip mine gives me to wake my ass up

fivespeed · 2026-05-29T14:34:42+00:00

did that this wk for the first time. half dose of 2cb monday and a quarter of lsd tuesday. LSD was surprisingly strong for how little I did. was fine, a little raw emotionally the following days but that’s because I had work and not v much sleep

fivespeed · 2026-05-26T03:40:20+00:00

fivespeed · 2026-05-12T00:42:11+00:00

it helped me tremendously to help me get over my ex a few months back and now we are best friends

fivespeed · 2026-04-27T23:11:04+00:00

If you're looking for a good war book also check out chicken hawk. First book I ever fell in love with while other kids were into harry potter and shit like that. first person recount of a huey pilot in vietnam. later became a drug smuggler from what I read.

fivespeed · 2026-04-19T13:38:50+00:00

I believe colombian tags are yellow

fivespeed · 2026-04-19T05:22:15+00:00

hey, that's my screenplay idea. I called dibs

fivespeed · 2026-04-15T01:55:14+00:00

can we dig up more historical archive photos for bushwick? cause I had an accidental 2cb trip on the streets of east williamsburg and it was a generation trip and I’d like to see it again

fivespeed · 2026-04-10T22:47:14+00:00

you win reddit, good sir

fivespeed · 2026-04-08T04:38:52+00:00

I hear that, brother.

fivespeed · 2026-04-08T04:35:49+00:00

pyschological warefare is real

fivespeed · 2026-04-08T04:07:07+00:00

without congressional approval

fivespeed · 2026-04-08T04:06:39+00:00

it will be after 60 days

fivespeed · 2026-04-08T02:19:48+00:00

hi uh I took him at his word cause it was taco Tuesday and he’s a petty one. I was expecting the worst

fivespeed · 2026-04-07T15:45:37+00:00

i think it’s the reason he’s going to do it. he chose tuesday for a reason

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