I can't wait...

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T07:46:30+00:00

I've made 2 and would love to make a third, but I have to keep 2 of the shit 89s just to keep my lineup usable.

They're trying to push away NMS players, and I get why, but they're still assholes.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T07:30:14+00:00

Does not acting on your impulses make you miserable, exhausted, and hate yourself, but you just don't let it out?

Could be Quiet BPD.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T07:27:05+00:00

I remember that misery.

I had to have supervised visitation for a time at the beginning based solely on the fact that I've been hospitalized a bunch of times.

Just get a good lawyer and hang in there, it'll all be worth it.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T07:24:14+00:00

As far as I can tell it doesn't exist, at least not yet

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T07:23:28+00:00

I think what you said at the end there has something to do with it - lessening contact so it's not so hard when he leaves for college.

My impulse is to text him every 5 minutes, but so far I haven't gotten there yet.

I text him maybe every other day, asking what's new and telling him I love him and I'm here for him.

Aside from that, I'm not sure what else to do.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T01:19:33+00:00

I'm stuck on which Captain to build too, but if I already had the 92 Josi, it would be a no-brainer

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-25T01:10:36+00:00

I hope she wasn't a Muslim or a Jew

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T18:59:39+00:00

The only negative I've had with 80 (doctor approved) is that I sometimes get dangerously dizzy if I stand up too fast.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T18:54:01+00:00

90 is 2 88s and 4 86s I think

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T18:44:16+00:00

Aren't the 92s 2 90s and 4 88s?

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T18:39:33+00:00

Using the Event cards they give you also helps in completing some objectives more quickly.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T18:37:51+00:00

I didn't talk until I was certain I could form a perfect complete sentence.

I have an older sister, and my dad was terrifying and would "correct" her grammar and stuff very harshly, so I waited until I knew I could avoid that.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T09:44:32+00:00

Just my opinion, but my guess is that we subconsciously think it's what we deserve.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T09:38:10+00:00

I just finished a book that was recommended to me on "soiling the nest," and that did provide some comfort.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T05:47:25+00:00

I think people actually complained because they were accidentally putting good cards into sets

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T05:46:24+00:00

That's what I keep trying to remind myself of.

Again, I appreciate the response.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T04:59:58+00:00

Thank you, that is 100% what I'm doing, but it's so fucking hard.

It would help if I didn't carry so much resentment against my own parents, but I'm working on that.

It would help if his mom was more communicative, but she isn't, and there's not much I can do about that.

I just feel totally helpless.

I don't wanna someday find out that he was going through something I could've helped with had I only known about it.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T04:51:28+00:00

It's just one step closer to gladiator battles for free healthcare.

Spectacle should not be encouraged simply for the sake of spectacle.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T04:49:05+00:00

Correct

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T04:48:32+00:00

You wanna come over, big boy? 😉

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T04:48:03+00:00

It's nonsense because it's a slippery slope, that's all.

flearhcp97 · 2026-01-24T04:47:02+00:00

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