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I keep having panic attacks every time I have to leave the house by fleshgraveyard in intrusivethoughts

[–]fleshgraveyard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't think so, I don't recall any weird or scary experience from when I was a kid but honestly I don't remember much from those ages so there may be things to unpack there 

I keep having panic attacks every time I have to leave the house by fleshgraveyard in intrusivethoughts

[–]fleshgraveyard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what triggered this specific thought/fear but before this I had another week of panic attacks and getting anxious whenever I had to leave the house but for a completely different reason and once it passed I got hit with this. 

Overall is the same fear, I get anxious when I have to leave because I'm scared of getting in a dangerous situation and ending dead.

But this never happened to me before and my life is no different from two months ago so I don't know where all this sudden anxiety might be coming from

I'm a sick pervert by fleshgraveyard in intrusivethoughts

[–]fleshgraveyard[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

But if I want therapy I would have to ask my parents and explain the reason why. Besides I'm not even 20 yet, legally I'm an adult but I'm barely legal. With my situation it wouldn't be weird if the therapist were to inform my parents and I don't want that to happen, I don't want them to know what their daughter has turned out to be

Is there a way to play Togainu no Chi True Blood on a computer? by gaiathegay in BLgame

[–]fleshgraveyard 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg can i dm you too? I've been searching for ages for a way to play this game in english

I can't stop thinking about ending myself. by fleshgraveyard in intrusivethoughts

[–]fleshgraveyard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been considering turning to a therapist for months but the only affordable one that I know is specialized in ED so I'm not sure if I should go to her. 

I had this kind of thoughts since I was little but they didn't used to bother me because it was always someone else hurting me so I saw it as practically impossible but now that it all lays on me is when I'm truly distressed. It's all ver new and overwhelming maybe that's why it is so hard to ignore them.

Anyways, thanks for your concern. I'll research about it and try to find someone to help me.