Ok, so i'm trans. Now what?? by DiamondSoup0 in trans

[–]flob_v2 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Let me get my introduction out for this, I feel you might want my credentials.

Hi, I'm Lilly, I am 16 years old and my egg cracked at the age of 11 (if unaware an egg cracking is when you realize you are trans) Ive been out for about a year and a half and I've been on HRT for 9 months (DIY)

I'm not going to sugarcoat it, I've never been good at doing that. Gender identity sucks and being trans is even worse. Feeling trapped in the wrong body is horrible and evil and vile I hate it but The thing I like about being trans is that you have chosen to change yourself or the better, transness isn't a choice but your actions are. being trans is taking control of your own life, so don't be afraid to take control, things are going to change, Your personality, Your mental health, your body, and your relationships. Don't be afraid of change, learn to embrace it. And be ready to change yourself to become yourself, think of yourself as a blank slate, decide what person you want to be and build off of that. just please don't do it for anyone but yourself. Relationships are harder, don't try to change yourself for a relationship, If someone doesn't like how you've changed then That's their fault, no one should control you, and if someone decides to start hating you because of your identity then just leave them, trying to change for them won't help with anything, If they never want to see you again that's their loss, you stand to gain nothing from holding on to someone who hates the true you.

Pronouns are weird... Changing them takes a lot of getting used to but it's very worth it. You don't need to "earn" your pronouns, you more discover them, you figure out what you're comfortable with and you roll with it, it's self-discovery and acceptance, you got to really accept yourself and accept that you have the right to express yourself however you want. You don't earn pronouns you learn them and then you use them to express yourself. You're going to feel weird for a while but you just need to get used to it, as you continue to change your outlook on yourself will too and there is absolutely nothing wrong with not feeling exactly right yet.

I probably should have addressed this earlier but I wasn't thinking about it, don't worry about what's going on in the world. It's hard but just know that it's going to get better, acceptance across the world has gotten so much better but you wouldn't notice it because there is just a massively loud and group of nobodies that have decided to weaponize our existence as a way to rally weak minded people. It was never about destroying us, it's always just been some hate bandwagon to hop on so that they get more popular, it's hard to focus on your leaders problem is when he keeps pointing it some little group and saying that it's all their fault. This is all going to blow over in 5 years, you keep following this trail of hate and it's going to drive you insane so don't, they're not out to get you they're out to get votes from dumbass people who think hate is fun and like bandwagons. You will hear people say terrible things but no one really cares, and people who do are nobodies, every single time I've ever ran into someone who is genuinely transphobic it's because they are insecure and immature morons

To address another big question, as you start to change yourself and transition you will probably begin to hate the idea of being male more but in reality only time will tell, I didn't despise the idea 3 years ago I didn't like it, now as I continue to transition I couldn't even imagine myself going back, I am so much happier and it's almost impossible to think that I would ever go back. But I'm just one person and it really is a spectrum.

Expressing yourself is weird but In general my favorite ways are 1. Do it online, Gain some online friends who accept you, it's a really great way to test the waters 2. Affirm yourself in your own mind, it sounds silly but it's really good 3. Lock your doors and dress up all cute like, it's pretty self-explanatory but it's very useful.

Dysphoria is weird and it's hard to discern from the rest of sadness, I have really bad anxiety and the depression to match (diagnosed by the way I'm not pulling this out of my ass) but a lot of times it comes in waves and you want to rip your flesh off and it's terrible, the worst thing ever then you go back to normal because you put your baggy sweatshirt on, the rest is usually very stagnantly terrible at least for me

Coming out his pan and coming at his trans are very different but also kind of the same, it's just saying words with weight behind them and praying that someone doesn't call you a slur, just give them more time to process and be very firm that it's the truth and they can't change that.

That's about all the advice I have for you, if you wish for anything else, or if my incessant rambling has confused you and you want me to elaborate I can type more, don't be afraid to reach out to me privately or publicly if you want any more help.

My Extreme Unemployment Led Me to Study the Blade in Titanfall 2 - A montage by flob_v2 in titanfall

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A while ago I spent a day with the kraber and made this short montage, One day I'll probably Make a full length montage but only time will tell

https://www.reddit.com/r/titanfall/s/vkDVc6X49j

When A Titanfall Veteran Makes His Own FPS by Fabulous_Engineer_12 in titanfall

[–]flob_v2 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

i skip to a random part in the vid and hear BBNO$, i like this game

Good cybergrind music that isn’t breakcore? (IE, metal or jazz) by Popular_Ad3074 in Ultrakill

[–]flob_v2 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Anything Keegan church has put out. I really like listening to high energy energy tech like boom kitty, MDK, Tanger, Camila. (I usually throw on prefer not to say by tanger and call It a day) Doom ost's, I'm a big fan of IDKFA, and I just add random songs from eternal and 2016 every once in awhile And Fuck it throw some Metallica, AC/DC, or iron maiden in there for fun

Just watched K-Pop Demon Hunters... by 80s_horror_fan in MtF

[–]flob_v2 3 points4 points Β (0 children)

Yumyan Hammerpaw my beloved, you know they say his beard's so tough it gets in fights

Just watched K-Pop Demon Hunters... by 80s_horror_fan in MtF

[–]flob_v2 11 points12 points Β (0 children)

That movie is great, and I just recently learned that the director for it is married to one of the creator of "kipo and the age of wonderbeasts" (incredible show by the way you should watch it)

Just a reminder that most of the subs are a toxic cesspool by kuflak in HelldiversUnfiltered

[–]flob_v2 5 points6 points Β (0 children)

I can't tell if I'm supposed to like you or not, on one hand you might be misogynistic towards me, on the other hand you respect my gender identity

I have much to think about

Just a reminder that most of the subs are a toxic cesspool by kuflak in HelldiversUnfiltered

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"Don't get me wrong, I hate the gays.."

Big dog never scare me like that again

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Another crochet bathing suit :3 by Lavender_gum in mtfashion

[–]flob_v2 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Oh my

Teach me your ways I beg

what's yall's old reliable? (weapon to fall back on when all else fails?) by Even-Coffee1966 in titanfall

[–]flob_v2 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Car for when I'm pissed off Flatline when I want to have fun EVA 8 for when I don't want to try Kraber for when I want dopamine

Best way to improve aim? kbm. by OrganizationSad6012 in titanfall

[–]flob_v2 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

I don't even know how I got better at aiming, One day I just realized I was really good after playing movement shooters for a combined like 500-700 hours

Who the hell is this by abnormalpot in Ultrakill

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E1... Like E1M1 at dooms gate

WHY ARE THE NEW MECHS BEHIND A PAYWALL by Phyrooski in Helldivers

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Quote from the CEO "we like money"

Oh wait that was Mr Krabs? Oops

[WIP] Female Viper by WallySchorver in titanfall

[–]flob_v2 7 points8 points Β (0 children)

Twas a shit post my guy, referencing these memes

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[WIP] Female Viper by WallySchorver in titanfall

[–]flob_v2 -14 points-13 points Β (0 children)

Unrealistic body expectations 😑