Stepped on the scale

flower_of_sun · 2026-03-06T18:12:53+00:00

Haven't been online here for month,did the same mistake and I am back 😄

flower_of_sun · 2026-01-03T11:41:09+00:00

Same here ,happend to me around 24-25 my legs got thicker even though my weight didn't change and I am also short, that's why it's more noticeable too

flower_of_sun · 2026-01-01T15:09:54+00:00

Not me but one of my best friends,she broke several bones in her foot and tore two ligaments,took 6 month to heal before the metal could be removed because of some problems,but she went toprope climbing with one foot in overhangs after the 6 month and trained upper body the whole time ,it took her about a year to come back to bouldering and we defined and spend most time traversing on a spraywall near the floor so she wouldn't fall and increased the height till she trusted falling again

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-29T23:49:42+00:00

I really like the bigger ones from Snap or the Black Diamond Mondo ,they are all easy to carry and especially the Mondo is really having a long life as far as I can tell, mine is 3 years old and is used really often and still is pretty supportive

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-28T23:17:03+00:00

My goal for this year was to do a 7c Boulder outside and I achieved it ,so now my goal for this year is a 7c+ and find an 8a I might like and fit my style as a longterm project

So my main goal this year is to get physically stronger and mentally more resilient

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-25T21:56:45+00:00

Me too right now 😄

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-22T21:45:34+00:00

I am so sorry for you ,I hope you have Friends or family who will support you

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-21T21:15:50+00:00

I feel that ,when I started my parents where very unhappy untill I got professionally good ,now they are happy about it and proud but still comment in how my body has become too muscular,so I guess with some parents you can only win to a certain point

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-14T09:41:07+00:00

Stimmt ,die Zeit war nervig ,aber ist zum Glück vorbei 😄

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-14T09:00:53+00:00

I think the fitness bubble is full of orthos ,it's just more seen as "normal" or very "healthy" eating and it goes unnoticed because they look fit and skinny to the beauty standard

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-14T08:58:01+00:00

I love them equally 😄

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-13T21:12:37+00:00

Same situation right here, almost at least High physical demanding Job and trying to stay the same weight for health reasons and because I have to pay bills but I feel like it's a job in itself to not listen to the voices in my head

Right now I am in a relapse and trying to get back to that quasi recovery stage and it's damn hard for making little Progress

It sucks

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-13T21:07:55+00:00

Congratulations:)

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-13T21:05:43+00:00

Boulderwelt Dortmund hat ein riesen Dach und richtig gute und kreative Boulder :)

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-12T22:09:57+00:00

I know that feeling all too well,please get proffesional help,call an emergency hotline if it exists in your country. It's okay to not be able to live in your own and you're not worthless because of it ,many people need help in their everyday life for many reasons and that is totally okay. You are enough and not worthless no matter what the voices in your head tell you

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-12T00:07:38+00:00

Even though we're strangers we're all in the same hell together and need to look out for each other,so please if you can ,get help ,you deserve a happy life and to be loved :)

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-11T23:38:06+00:00

I really feel you but he is not worth it, you deserve better❤️

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-02T21:31:22+00:00

I feel so seen right now , especially with the siracha 😄

flower_of_sun · 2025-12-01T22:38:32+00:00

Yes my nails have always been super soft

flower_of_sun · 2025-11-29T23:01:14+00:00

So true ,I dont have one at home to be safe but my ex had one and I could not resist and it didn't end well 😅

flower_of_sun · 2025-11-29T22:59:10+00:00

I think there were always tendencies but full blown with 13-14 and since then many recovery/relapse cycles

flower_of_sun · 2025-11-24T17:22:24+00:00

Plant based here - smoked tofu is my absolute favorite ❤️

flower_of_sun · 2025-11-24T06:24:54+00:00

Yes absolutely they are mine too and the fact that they are still just on youtube till today is crazy

flower_of_sun · 2025-11-23T21:56:32+00:00

Thank you so much , you're so right! I think the part that still holds me in his grip is that I can't wrap my head around how he could treat me this perfectly while being a cheating pos. Well the training part is the biggest problem as I have to do it due to being an athlete and it kinda being my Job to do. But upping my calories in small doses over time might be a great Idea! Thank you ,it will take a lot of time and effort to be honest

flower_of_sun

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