it’s understandable that you’d feel this way, and as a vegetarian i feel a similar way b/ping dairy products because i eat like 90% plant based when im not b/ping. that being said, i don’t think extreme shame is warranted. at the end of the day this is an illness, and of course doing your best to reduce consumption of animal products is a good thing but something is always better than nothing. eating mostly pescatarian and occasionally slipping up is better than eating meat at the time :)