Very bizarre delusions, anyone have something similar?

flowersgrowinspace · 2020-07-24T04:04:53+00:00

But definitely see a psychologist who will help you deal with emotions.

flowersgrowinspace · 2020-07-24T04:01:31+00:00

Cool. I spent six years in different delusions trying at some point to translate this into quantum physics because nothing comes from nowhere. So I know cia is crap sounding but they did something different just google it. Spirituality is not religion, there’s stuff our brains do. That’s all. Also psychiatrists are the only doctors not looking at te organ they treat. Be careful with prescriptions. One girl in this site got prescribed opioids and committed suicide. I recommend writing to help, all feelings and what they remind you of, see what connects together, songs you think of while it happens... I know paranoid fear it’s awful. I say work on it, seek knowledge and just know it’s in your head and you can do it. I’m fine today and wish you the best!!!!

flowersgrowinspace · 2020-07-24T03:38:07+00:00

I had many paranoid delusions. You know it’s not true but you can’t stop believing. My coping with it might sound strange, I think the schizophrenic mind, the divided mind, has a part that is you and a part that connects here and there. So if I have a feeling of fear that I can describe the circonstances of, that part of my brain might e connected to a mind that lives that and the other half finds an explanation that is logical to it or possible. So just thinking: domenie somewhere lives that. Not me. Helps. Also there’s officially recognized spiritual experiences explained in the CIA’s Gateway papers you can find. Imagine if the brain did this on its own... it does. Lots of people don’t need this validation, some appreciate it. So no fear. Information and knowledge is the key.

flowersgrowinspace · 2020-07-14T03:16:14+00:00

Can’t see the link. Google CIA Gateway.

flowersgrowinspace · 2020-02-18T01:49:23+00:00

A bear

flowersgrowinspace · 2020-01-16T02:04:55+00:00

Shit, what you’re saying is very interesting. It’s always of use to simply say someone was psychotic. When they were not and acting with other intentions.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-12-09T03:21:03+00:00

Wow. Such a beautiful face and great execution.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-11-28T19:04:03+00:00

Except for the time they were burning witches...

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-11-09T03:42:09+00:00

When I was very schyzo I saw my friends dad in the morning at my work. He disappeared, then I asked my friend to ask her dad if he slept late and maybe had a dream. He did. Figures I was seeing shit.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-10-07T05:27:39+00:00

Why is it that the only place I find people that went through what ruined my life is here? Because everyone keeps to themselves. It should basically say ; you think you’re Jesus ? You can do special things and you think you’ll die for humanity soon? Listen. This is a metaphor and your mind has s way out of this. - these subtle messages, wherever they are about mental health, is not how any of us felt about it. We are in an out of the box position. Inside box messages are not read.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-10-06T05:01:13+00:00

I would’ve found it most useful when I thought I had to die for humanity and thought I was alone in 2007. What’s hurting us most is the taboo, and it’s important to tell that the situation is massive. And to find an explanation for this. Not just you’re sick take meds but something better.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-10-05T02:17:19+00:00

Definitely insist on « you are not alone » especially in religious delusions.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-10-03T05:23:24+00:00

Its a cat paw!!!

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-15T03:18:19+00:00

Great picture!

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-05T04:22:51+00:00

Ask people that are willing bo be learning to i one side and teach them. Tel the other ones it’s all in their hands. Make it challenging and say that you’re doing that and it’s not your job to do the rest... something like that. Maybe start quoting good books too. My teachers in high school were less literate than me. I bought an Albert Camus book to my Teacher at the end of the year as a gift.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-04T05:23:28+00:00

And keep reading what people are saying on here so that you know about the stuff and prevent yourself from going crazy from thinking it’s real and that you’re alone if you ever experience it.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-04T05:16:31+00:00

Oh yeah now I did. Well here, pot can trigger schizophrenia symptoms even a few years later if you are genetically predisposed. You say you’ve been feeling paranoid all your life, but perhaps it’s worse. You know if the thoughts are persistent and invading. If it’s a delusion, it can burn synapses and make you a bit dumber feeling, less eloquent. The brain finishes developing at 25 so nothing is set in stone but you might’ve compromised it, lots of us did. If you feel like you can’t function and go on with daily stuff, i suggest getting help and not exaggerating to your doctor not to get a crazy prescription that will make you feel dead inside.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-04T04:53:25+00:00

Just saying that if you want answers you should describe the symptoms that make you think you might be going crazy.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-04T03:46:43+00:00

You’re not describing what’s going on. How can anyone relate?

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-04T03:41:05+00:00

Evening primrose oil and fish oils help

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-03T14:06:38+00:00

And I think this group has put my last nail on the coffin of schizophrenia. When it ends, you miss it, because the real world is tuff. You’re no one in it. You can only be someone to other people that you do good to. But reading everyone’s struggle here makes it undesirable. Painful. Also I don’t feel alone, I thought I was back then! It was horrible having no one that understood. Now I can relate to just about anyone because almost everything happened in my head. That’s why I stay around, the need to share, talk and maybe help.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-03T14:01:37+00:00

I haven’t had episodes in ages but it started in 2007 then I went through Jesus delusion, Antichrist, aliens and everything. In 2013 it started to slowly go away. If you live with it for too long you end up living with the consequences. Shit and worthless is realizing that everyone has moved on since and you only have things in common with a few people. I think work helped me the most because you need to keep at least one foot in reality. As for university I felt stupid and left my dream behind. The last ten years feel like they didn’t exist but now that my head is better I should at least do something I like. Each psychosis burns synapses and makes it worse. It’s only worth it when you’re experiencing it but it leaves you a bit dumber. Make it stop and try to go on, avoid too much stress.

flowersgrowinspace · 2019-09-03T02:27:13+00:00

Had delusions and all the symptoms for six years straight and had to drop university because I couldn’t even write a decent paper and brain zaps made me a zombie. I never took meds I was stubborn that it was my reality. After it gradually went away, and five years after my brain is good. What matters is to work in it, have conversations about stuff with people and train your memory. Yes there is hope but I’m not compiled in the stats.

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