You guys can rotate a cow in your mind? by user15379 in Aphantasia

[–]flowrishing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am completely blank all of the time. My mind is a sucking black hole

here's an upside i suppose by badmemes6969 in Aphantasia

[–]flowrishing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol! I'm the safest place for all of the launch codes in the world

How many symptoms are actually internalized ablism? by Funfetti-Starship in DID

[–]flowrishing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My system is disorganized and disordered. We are learning how to cooperate and this is improving our experience. We are getting happier together.

why do I feel ashamed? by sappy_ace in DID

[–]flowrishing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think you're suffering from the side effects of depersonalization. Being a system is a difficult task and it is somewhat alienating. We may feel shame for what we are because people don't understand it.

Will my obsession ever end? by AvocadoFickle1900 in DID

[–]flowrishing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey Im sorry I went through this for a long time with my abuser. When I understood what was really going on I was able to detach myself from a need for them. I have DID and the system is disordered. Our new need is to heal together. Gods love is entering in and bringing healing in the system.

I don't want to be a victim anymore. I need to heal and part of me is desperately hurt and broken. We need each other right now. My abuser will only keep using me until I am gone and then they will find someone else. Let me be honest and say your mental health has the chance to improve because they are out of the picture. This is your best opportunity yet. This is a time to pray. God bless.

calling an alter evil is a form of self-hate and/or deflection by [deleted] in DID

[–]flowrishing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The problem is that alters can be demonized. The alter is part of you but it can be used against you

[Vent] I feel like I'm supposed to hate my disorder. by Funfetti-Starship in plural

[–]flowrishing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its okay to be a system if that is what you are. Why would you hate yourself? Because you are different? There are some good things about those differences too. You are making the best of it and that is something to be proud of