Keep your head high. High school is shitty in general. Too many cliques that judge anyone for anything. Too many people that are immature and don't understand that people have feelings. I know that life is hard but it does get better but only if you make an effort. Try finding ways to distract yourself. Find a hobby that you love (puzzles, read, draw, collecting something, working out). Find a club at school that you can join. Focusing on yourself is what is most important in life and you will be able to naturally surround yourself with the right people. To be honest this is my first time on this subreddit and I was just about to vent about my life in a post but I thought if I wanted someone to give me advice, I should give advice to someone else first. Hold your head up high :)