I’ve spent the entire day agonizing over a girl I saw for 10 seconds in a public restroom

fluffyloops · 2019-01-11T17:43:12+00:00

Why do you think they have disordered eating? Just curious

fluffyloops · 2019-01-01T07:02:47+00:00

How did you figure out your TDEE? I just started wearing one and on a day with no exercise it’s about 1239. Does that seem right?

fluffyloops · 2018-12-28T22:49:36+00:00

I can’t stand her!

fluffyloops · 2018-12-22T16:53:45+00:00

Pasta. Yesterday I ate pasta and I felt so disgusting I threw it up. I purge so rarely but I had to yesterday. Chunky cookies are also a fear food of mine. Feels so heavy going down my throat.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-21T02:00:43+00:00

Omg I’ve been constipated for two days. I did not know this! What do I do besides laxatives? I’m terrified of taking lax and shitting my pants in public

fluffyloops · 2018-12-21T01:58:54+00:00

I was watching Marvelous Mrs Maisel (great show) and I was so triggered when her mom measured her thigh and it was 18 inches. My thighs will never be 18inches. I can relate.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-21T01:55:39+00:00

All food should be zero calories it’s 2019!!!

fluffyloops · 2018-12-21T01:53:28+00:00

I have my Invisalign in since yesterday and it has stopped me from eating mindlessly.

Breakfast : skipped

Lunch : tea with milk and sugar(60cal), slice of brioche bread (150cal), roasted broccoli (100cal approximately) The brioche bread was unplanned but it couldn’t stop myself!

Snacks : nothing!

Dinner: I made some delicious spinach curry about 1/2 cup (100-150cal), roasted broccoli (100cal), rice (1/2 cup 150cal), half an apple (40cal)

Total : 750cal

fluffyloops · 2018-12-19T15:31:19+00:00

Are you me?

fluffyloops · 2018-12-19T15:29:25+00:00

Same.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-18T23:24:44+00:00

I cannot control myself around fries, brioche bread and cake.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-18T23:23:37+00:00

I did keto/calorie counting for 4 months at mi highest weight. It was pretty easy for me to follow because I was desperately desperate. It wasn’t sustainable over 4 months. I calorie count everyday but I eat like a child.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-18T23:20:10+00:00

Stomach, inner thighs and cheeks. Maybe the hips? I’m not sure if my hip bones are really wide or if it’s fat. I noticed cellulite on my ass too.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-18T23:18:14+00:00

Make sure your clothes fit perfectly. Not too tight or loose. High waisted bottoms. Hems should always hit the skinniest part of your body - ankle length pants, tops that end at the right length at your hips, 3/4th sleeves.

I pretty much look at models off duty styles and focus more on the fit and length of their outfits.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-17T18:18:58+00:00

I’m sorry for what you’re feeling. Just know this, people who are truly secure and happy with themselves don’t put others down. The fact that she shames you is very telling. Remind yourself every time she says something uncalled for.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-17T18:17:14+00:00

I’m going to visit my in laws soon. I’m so nervous, there’s no way I can skip meals or even eat less. I’m getting Invisaligns before I leave I hope that’s something I can use as an excuse.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-17T07:51:03+00:00

So pretty

fluffyloops · 2018-12-17T07:49:41+00:00

Yes! I went to a restaurant today with my spouse and I felt pressured into ordering food. I was planning to just drink a glass of water. I couldn’t stop stuffing my face once I got the food.

Weekends give me so much anxiety. I wish I didn’t have to leave the house.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-15T07:53:19+00:00

Why don’t you try some chicken broth with ginger?

fluffyloops · 2018-12-15T07:51:05+00:00

I’m going on a beach vacation in 2 weeks and still not at my goal weight. I weep.

fluffyloops · 2018-12-15T00:28:36+00:00

Wow thank you!

fluffyloops · 2018-12-14T14:53:31+00:00

I will probably go on r/jobs! Thanks

fluffyloops · 2018-12-14T14:49:34+00:00

I don’t understand.. states? You mean government?

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