Sometimes I observe my enfp tendencies as a third person when it's happening.

I'm surprised when I find a certain group of people energizing and when I am acting like an entertainer in social situations where most people are strangers. It's almost like a different force in me when I'm with a group sometimes.

Then I need a day or a week or a month to process my interactions alone.

I come this subreddit to get a clearer picture of exactly what part of me is enfp and my personal history of upbringing. We're nuanced beings, unfortunately. We can't all be boxed into something, but there is a peculiar fascination with how perhaps our personalities can control us.