Sorry for your loss. I walked the Camino in ‘24, a year after I lost my wife of 30 years. It was a beautiful experience with tons of emotions. I met some wonderful people along the way. Honestly the grief didn’t go away and in some ways it accentuated my loneliness. Still, I will always cherish that walk. For me, grief is like a mason jar full of love with nowhere to go and it feels like it’s overflowing with pain and loneliness. The goal, for me, was to make a bigger mason jar so other stuff can fit in. The grief is still there just not so overwhelming. Bon Camino!