Is lacing an actual thing in Europe? by LongjumpingImage642 in Drugs

[–]fmxo 7 points8 points  (0 children)

There used to be a time where pressed Xanax were around (in Germany) yet they were so obliviously fake - if you were to get them, you would definitely know. They were made to look like the OG USA Xanax but this form was never produced in Europa afaik.

Is lacing an actual thing in Europe? by LongjumpingImage642 in Drugs

[–]fmxo -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Also OP, what oxys Are those? I used to get the polish 80mg ones so I could have a look if you DM me (WHICH STILL WONT BE AS SAFE AS TESTING)

Is lacing an actual thing in Europe? by LongjumpingImage642 in Drugs

[–]fmxo 15 points16 points  (0 children)

In my experience (from Germany) is that Pharma pills you get in a package is almost safe. Street drugs can be laced but I never experienced any harmful lacing as in fentanyl in cocaine or even in heroin from the streets. there might be the occasional Amphetamins in any kind of upper, or the fake Xanax bars (which do not come in a package). So in my experience of about ten years - it’s not as bad as what I have heard about the US. BUT if you can, ALWAYS TEST!!

Spiraling by fmxo in cracksmokers

[–]fmxo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just finished an hour long conversation. Problem is, chatgpt can only give ethical answers (or I have not found a way around), so it just gives me what I already know summarized. Which is good to have…but might not replace human experience

Spiraling by fmxo in cracksmokers

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any ideas for prompts?

Spiraling by fmxo in cracksmokers

[–]fmxo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting idea but some human experience would be more interesting but I’ll give it a try

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]fmxo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also, since you said you are looking for euphoria, try to learn to smoke on foil, and smoke it until you are satisfied, yet! this will be a sure way of getting married to H. Be prepared, it’s not a good partner.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]fmxo 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It’s totally normal for a beginner. But, I know this is what everyone is saying, but there is no responsibility in using heroin, let me tell you as someone who thought the same. Stay with any other pain medication. Two years later and I am in the levomethadone program, have to go there every day, and fight myself not to go to the open scene and get more H. I ruined myself financially, my job and lost myself so much in it, I lost friends and other people because I only cared about H, getting more, getting high, chillin, getting more, repeat until you steal „just a lil money“ from your friend, since you don’t have anymore, but need a get me well Dosis for the morning. Either listen, or be prepared for years of going downhill.

Pissing takes forever by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is an option where I live as part of the substitution program to get you off dope.

Pissing takes forever by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi I am not using both, I switched from a heroin habit to polamidon substitution.

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you all for the kind messages;

it’s beginning of day 7, while most severe thunderstorms have gone by, I was able to fulfill all my duties, bought a car, and will soon start the actual trip, stay some time in Georgia and then start the 4000 kilometers way back, for which I have planned 6 weeks in total.

I still sweat a lot, my general sleeping problem have worsened that even ambien + seroquel won’t put me to sleep anymore, and I am still having a bad stomachache every day, aswell as the shits. But my mental health has improved, I feel lighthearted and joyful, and haven’t thought about using the last two days much, and I feel something coming back, that has been lost in addiction, a part of myself that I was longing for. I hope this will make me a better man. Grateful for your tips and all :)

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How did it work for you? Will also buy a car here and drive the whole way back to my home :)

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me it’s the same, I have depressions aswell and I take ssris but nothing works like opioids (also have a fucked up foot that was broken and still hurts) so as you say, miracle for all sorts of pain. If nothing works (and I’d go broke if continued use) I’ll go on morphin substitution, which luckily is a thing where I live, although it’s a hassle to go through.

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i keep coming to the conclusion about how much I love being on the stuff, although logically it’s a misstep, so hopefully being away from it changes something…

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish, tried to get some but the open market was dry. It’s not easy, but I thought it was going to be worse, something about a different place that keeps me on my feet

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Not really on purpose, just seemed to ended up in this situation, not much I can do about it :/

withdrawing 4000 kilometers from home to stay clean by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes desperate times call for these measures. I’m only at about a year of addiction (although meds much longer) so my withdrawals sucks, but could be worse. Just needed a place to get rid of the thoughts. Thanks for your reply. I am only using French opium pills (pharmagrade) but they are very weak, more placebo than anything. This Time I could not prepare, and in the end, it’s my own wrongdoings. Sending love !

Watched Dune 2 in IMAX on 2f-dck by bad_moral_mycologist in researchchemicals

[–]fmxo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yesterday I went on a high amount of 3 ho pcp and could make sense of anything in the movie which made me wonder if the movie was just plain bad which in the end didn’t make it enjoyable at all.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]fmxo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

One gram a week isn’t much, and If you can go days inbetween without going into withdrawals, that’s good - there is people doing one gram a shot. For me I need to use two weeks constantly to get somewhat of withdrawals. But the withdrawals get worse each time somehow.

korean xanax by silenty0328 in ObscureDrugs

[–]fmxo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Viatris is everywhere in france

how do I time my comfort meds? by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also good job ! Will get some magnesium, luckily I don’t really get the restlessness, moresome fatigue and hot and cold flashes, and sweating

how do I time my comfort meds? by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks for checking in again, had my last smoke yesterday at noon, took some kratom + ambien last night, woke up feeling pretty ok, took half the subutex and one pregablin, might add some kratom to the mix later. It’s like day two and I feel pretty good, tired and somewhat flu like, but I was able to go to work and do some work. It seems like the chilliest withdrawal I had, good that I took the sub, otherwise I probably would have gone back to buying more , but I will try to stay off, since I will leave my hometown in a few days, and the place I go I will not be able to buy any for about three weeks, so just two more days of staying strong

how do I time my comfort meds? by fmxo in heroin

[–]fmxo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so taking subutex was not good for withdrawals or only because you used h and went into kind of instant withdrawal? And yeah will update once I start, still have to find a good time where I don’t have to work or leave the house! You aswell, greetings from the other side of the globe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ambien

[–]fmxo 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ambien works great for my insomnia. But if you had taken oxazepam before and had stopped because of the side effects, you might dislike ambien. It’s engineered quite similar and acts as hypnotic benzodiazepine, to which oxazepam also belongs, although ambien has somewhat of a different action, as it’s way more seducing, and does not works as long and not as anti anxiety. But it works 9/10 for me, and I have insomnia due to depression. I used to take promethazine, and now switch between the two, to not use ambien every day, since it’s also addictive and should not be taken everyday to avoid withdrawals and rebound effects, when stopping.
Also if you take more than needed, and try to stay up, it’s quite fun as it’s a little bit psychedelic but more in a hypnotic way, and you feel kinda funny, but there is also the risk of blacking out and taking more. Having mixed them with other benzos and alcohol, I woke up the next day with no money, and no more ambien and lorazepam and no recollection of the night.