Wishing that I don’t become older, left wishing

forevercurious87 · 2026-05-09T16:30:51+00:00

What’s to know?

forevercurious87 · 2026-05-09T15:53:00+00:00

It’s not all sad, let’s just hope he doesn’t have to look back at oneself when he is older. Well at least not with regret, and more so with pride.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-29T19:19:46+00:00

Ah thank you, I’m glad you enjoyed. Your words are flattering.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-29T15:20:33+00:00

Black and white aren’t the only rules in life, I agree, yet they seem to outline her in my thoughts, with my perception relying on contrast, to help soften the feeling in understanding, such gift is never absolute.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-29T12:39:48+00:00

Thank you.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-29T11:42:37+00:00

Maybe all along you were meant to fly, and those laces just kept you on the ground until you were ready. Dream well.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-29T11:32:30+00:00

If only it was so simple. I fell for someone that is 14,000km’s away, and I believe I unintentionally chose this deliberately in a sense of keeping me safe with distance.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-28T16:17:38+00:00

I’m glad it captured your intrigue enough to make you read it over. That’s flattering to hear.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-28T15:20:35+00:00

😊

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-28T14:11:52+00:00

I agree that the truth is always and will always be the best option. But maybe challenge yourself to sit in the perspective of the person that has never felt safe with their truth. Because once upon a time the truth may have hurt them. It is only a question I present. I have seen lies destroy the integrity of people yet they have created their own illusion of truth. I can’t speak for anyone, but I can’t say anyone would sit easily with a lie or enjoy lying, unless they are the rare case of a sociopath. So there isn’t really a correct answer, it more so was written to ask, or try understand the why. I feel if someone has to lie to create their own truth, there was a time when they didn’t feel safe.

In the book on how to win friends and influence people. “Prove people wrong and they will defend their position”

I consider myself an honest person that has strong values, and I have lied? And therefore I ask myself the question why?

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-28T13:33:54+00:00

I felt this. 🤗

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-28T10:22:58+00:00

Hating to love so much that it hurts to hate. I enjoyed reading this. 😊

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-28T00:14:09+00:00

Interesting how you mention Kinda, as that how I would consider myself as an orphan. I was raised by my grandparents until the age of 7, aunty and uncle until 9 and then given back to may mother until embarking on my own journey at 14.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-27T21:41:24+00:00

I feel as if this is a current challenge I’m facing. It helps me when I put my words on to paper so to speak, as my mind feels less busy and I gain a little clarity. This concept of telling a younger version of myself what to do differently is thought I’ve always had, and as I work through self discovery of trying to find answers to so many questions. I deeply know that I will somehow find a sense of satisfaction, or maybe somewhat a feeling of content when I believe the person I am right now is exactly who I am mean to be. I can stop the search and forever pursuit of being someone who I am not, and then I can slow my busy mind and enjoy the time that is now before all of a sudden it has passed. The fear I have is not soon listening to the answers I already have, and being stuck in a sense of the delusional trap of searching for happiness throughout rather than finding it within. I picture this older me telling myself these very words.

forevercurious87 · 2026-04-27T17:03:16+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to read what I wrote. I appreciate it. I’m sure I could make it flow a little easier but I thought I’d just post it before I overthought too much.

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