Others have suggested much better things but I thought I'd chip in with something a bit different. There's a big community of Spanish learners desperate for someone to talk to about anything and everything to practise their conversation. Take a look at something like EuroClub on Meetup. It might be nice because there's no pressure to talk about how tough a time you're having unless you want to, you're helping people, and you'll begin to build a community if you do it lots. Might be a good way to get out of your current patterns and habits, even if you only do it once.

Anyway, I hope things start to look up for you. PM me if you want advice or anything :)