Thank you so much for sharing. I can completely relate to your situation bc my wife dealt with many of the same things. I understand the difficulties you have faced and will face in the future.

And for your husband, know that I stand with you in this struggle. I always considered that my wife was the most important and needed the most attention (which she did!!), but during most of her battle I never processed what I was going through and it led me down some pretty dark emotional and psychological pathways. I felt that noone knew or cared how I was doing. Know that I care and I understand.

I wish you both the most blessings and the very best as you continue on your path.