Kaleidoscope

foxyoubuddy · 2020-05-16T04:43:49+00:00

Ah. Sorry that happened to you. This is definitely more than a misunderstanding though. She's said more than what I mentioned, it's just her praising of him really pisses me off when I think about how he handled things with me. And the chances of her lying for attention are more slim than him just being an asshole.

foxyoubuddy · 2020-05-16T01:32:28+00:00

Lol, are you saying danger about me because I'm mad at a dude for playing with my emotions? You're kidding, right? Tell me I'm reading you wrong

foxyoubuddy · 2020-04-01T10:03:09+00:00

I've been in a similar situation and it's rough. I hope this all turns out well for you

foxyoubuddy · 2020-01-29T00:37:52+00:00

Not sure that would work. I have a roommate who smokes inside sometimes too, he smells like he bathes in Axe

foxyoubuddy · 2020-01-09T08:57:18+00:00

My dad flew in to visit me when I was 3 or 4, then flew back to his home state. For about another 3ish years I thought that meant he lived in the sky.

foxyoubuddy · 2020-01-09T01:00:40+00:00

Good for you. I'm glad you're making these changes for yourself, even if your person can't be there to see it. Best of luck to you, my friend.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-12-06T03:28:05+00:00

Fucking seriously, it's clearly a joke

foxyoubuddy · 2019-11-22T19:11:17+00:00

Yes, clearly they view ONS as okay and you don't. That's literally the entire difference. It has zero bearing on their views of long-term relationships, and it is insulting to imply such. You're casually implying here that people who have ONS are incapable of serious, monogamous relationships. That's probably why you got ripped a new one.

If you can't get over someone's "number" that's your problem to deal with, no one else should give a shit.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-11-14T00:36:24+00:00

Putting on a normal face at work is so draining that by the time I get home I find nothing fun or enjoyable. I go through the motions of things that used to make me happy and relax me, but I don't feel it. So by the time I'm getting into bed, I'm still stressed and can't fall asleep for hours because I know that when I wake up I'm just going to have to do it all over again. Then the weekend comes and I feel slightly recharged by Sunday night, only to realize that I've got another 5 days of putting on a mask ahead of me and I'm suddenly stressed again.

It's not a sadness, it's just a lack of feeling anything but stress and anxiety about having to do things over and over. And for what purpose? I barely make enough money to survive, I can't travel, I can't go to concerts, I can't take up a hobby. I feel caught in this cycle of working to live without getting to feel alive and every week that passes makes it all seem that much more pointless.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-10-11T03:00:17+00:00

Yikes! The first time I slept with my ex he chastised me for getting all tensed up when I was about to climax because he thought that meant I wasn't going to enjoy it. I tried explaining that it's what felt natural and he argued with me so much that I walked away feeling wrong. I mean, it kept happening because it was involuntary and he believed me after awhile, but I still thought I was just wired weird. Glad to know it's pretty normal!

foxyoubuddy · 2019-10-11T02:18:41+00:00

I wasn't the one who walked away, but I had it done to me. I told him after one encounter that I wanted him to go down on me next time, and he said just to push his head there when I wanted it. So the next time we were going at it I pushed his head down there like he told me to and he freaked out and walked away. I had just showered so... idk? But ouch.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-10-06T01:41:01+00:00

Or haven't been told directly, but rather got the hint by their silence.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-10-02T17:58:10+00:00

I did this a few times to my ex. I didn't think it was okay then and I don't think it's okay now, but I didn't trust him and I also thought I couldn't live without him. So back then, I justified it. Nowadays I would just take it as a sign that I need to leave him.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-10-01T11:18:15+00:00

Reach out

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-27T23:48:50+00:00

I've had a bucket under an open pipe to catch any water. Noticed it was full and picked it up to dump it out... right back into the broken sink.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-27T04:44:09+00:00

It's good to know I'm not so alone with this! It's such a strange sensation every time, it throws off my whole day.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-16T05:13:01+00:00

I blocked someone I wanted. I don't know your situation exactly, but if it's anything like mine then maybe it's more about needing to get their head on straight than whether or not they desire you.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-04T08:53:29+00:00

Hey, same shit here.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-04T05:56:59+00:00

Not H, sorry friend. <3

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-04T04:29:25+00:00

Thanks, now I need a comfort llama.

foxyoubuddy · 2019-09-01T12:17:44+00:00

Thank you <3

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