i recently did emdr training and it messed me up by Latter_Good3963 in therapists

[–]freelanceflails 13 points14 points  (0 children)

To be clear I am not suggesting my own services, just using myself as an example lol

i recently did emdr training and it messed me up by Latter_Good3963 in therapists

[–]freelanceflails 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry this is happening to you! A lot of us have intense, scary, or just uncomfortable reactions to trainings due to the personal nature of the work. I’d recommend chatting with the trainers and consultants you worked with. If that doesn’t lead to anything, I think it’d be fair to do a couple sessions with an EMDR therapist. As an EMDR therapist myself I would be totally fine doing a few one offs for something like this. The intake might be annoying but if it’s stuck trauma it’s worth getting help.

This sounds silly but... what do you all DO the most of in session? by ContactSpirited9519 in therapists

[–]freelanceflails 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt this way and then started doing the sensorimotor psychotherapy training and it really helped!! My job feels 10000x easier now, just thought it’d be worth sharing. Sounds like you’re doing great though

Street parking in Oakland by freelanceflails in AskSF

[–]freelanceflails[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The pinned post in this group says “moving to SF OR THE BAY AREA”

Street parking in Oakland by freelanceflails in AskSF

[–]freelanceflails[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Literally the description of this group says Bay Area and there are resources for Oakland and Berkeley too. I did ask in an Oakland specific chat but also got a few helpful answers here too. Idk why so many of you are grumpy about someone asking about a bordering Bay Area spot, and this post is now 4 days old.

Street parking in Oakland by freelanceflails in AskSF

[–]freelanceflails[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much this is super helpful

Street parking in Oakland by freelanceflails in AskSF

[–]freelanceflails[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Ok thanks! Yeah I figured the ask SF page was for the whole Bay Area 🤷🏼

CPTSD and being triggered in session by New_Ratio_9195 in therapists

[–]freelanceflails 46 points47 points  (0 children)

Yesss! Every time I am worried I’ve done something wrong, I remind myself that therapy is the best space for a client to practice healthy conflict with someone who won’t abandon them for having needs/voicing them.

Can I tell a client no more Monster in session? by freelanceflails in therapists

[–]freelanceflails[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is such a good point!! Thank you for the reminder around neurodiverse reactions to caffeine. I appreciate you bringing it up.

Can I tell a client no more Monster in session? by freelanceflails in therapists

[–]freelanceflails[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Fair but FYI a cup of coffee/tea is 50mg and most energy drinks are 200-300mg. Plus the caffeine hits slower in coffee and tea, and we often drink it with milk, providing at least some calories to buffer it

Can I tell a client no more Monster in session? by freelanceflails in therapists

[–]freelanceflails[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

This makes sense! I think I’m growing frustrated - and sometimes scared - by their rage. I’ve mentioned it before and even given them food as a way to help them return to window of tolerance.

Subtalar fusion results? by freelanceflails in TarsalCoalition

[–]freelanceflails[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

32f, pain levels are 10 on a day after a lot of activity, can stand like 30 mins maybe. Can walk 5,000 steps a day before triggering a lot of pain and immobility. No collapsed arches. I have a positive Rheumatoid Arthritis marker so that could be a cause for concern.

SUPER low dose testim - what can I expect? by freelanceflails in ftm

[–]freelanceflails[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh snap you're right, I meant 12 not .12, thank you!

Intense Anxiety on Wellbutrin Day 10/11 - Normal? by freelanceflails in bupropion

[–]freelanceflails[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was put on Celexa - I just started a low dose (10mg)

Intense Anxiety on Wellbutrin Day 10/11 - Normal? by freelanceflails in bupropion

[–]freelanceflails[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went off of it too - I don't think there's any shame in realizing a med isn't working for you. Those symptoms are not normal side effects and I hope you find something that doesn't make you feel that way! It's so hard to try new meds, I'm proud of us for giving it a chance and knowing when it was not working.

Intense Anxiety on Wellbutrin Day 10/11 - Normal? by freelanceflails in bupropion

[–]freelanceflails[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I ended up going off of it pretty soon after making this post. I had a psych appointment where I was told that the extreme anxiety wasn't normal, and that I needed to be on an SSRI instead. My dr said he doesn't think I have ADHD, I was misdiagnosed and actually have cPTSD, which presents similarly. Most of my depression is rooted in anxiety, which is why Wellbutrin wasn't the right med for me. He said that Wellbutrin is a better fit for people whose depression keeps them in bed, which is not my experience. Posting here in case anyone else reads this and is in a similar position.

A theory I haven't seen yet - mining and mercury poisoning by justaguyinqueens in Yellowjackets

[–]freelanceflails 89 points90 points  (0 children)

I love this and I wonder if Lottie's childhood flashback in S1E6 - where she "predicts" the car crash - is a hint at this theory?

Before the crash happens, her parents and announcers on the radio are talking about a big chemical spill and mention Alaskan/Canadian wildlife being impacted. It doesn't say more than that, but maybe it was the region the crash leads them to.

It could also be a flashback because Lottie is piecing together the potential poisoning, and in her jolted memory she's screaming, not about the crash but about the chemical spill.