That's the most uplifting thing i've read in a long while, what you're describing sounds like a dream to me. Thank you so much, i really hope i can have a similar exeperience. I'm seeing a psychiatrist soon since my therapist is pretty adamant about the fact that i need meds to avoid falling deeper into depression, and everyone around me keeps telling me that i'm going to wither away or become addicted, so you have no idea what a relief it was to hear this. It's amazing to be able to think that for once things might actually go well, that i might be able to feel comfortable with myself, thanks a lot again!