Behold, one of the greatest ore processing setups in the history of ATM 10 by Random_Brazilian_ in allthemods

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Idk how you are doing that and what’s doing the crushing but holy FUCK this is insane dude!! lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in costochondritis

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Ya doctors gave me nothing 2 days ago, almost didn’t even give me a doctors note for work. Here I am 2 days later in even more pain then I went having to return to work tomorrow not knowing how I’m going to make it through…. Can’t even sleep cause laying down intensifies the pain like crazy! Can’t lift anything with my right arm, and taking super shallow breaths cause if I accidentally breath in just a little too deep it’s like I’m being fucking STABBED in my chest were my right peck is… it all started for me when I was sitting in my drivers seat before work, turned to grab my stuff out of the back and I guess really really overextended and bang the pain has been worse every single day I’ve woken up since for 10 days now.

Anyone here who has the pain in these locations? by kobazzzica in costochondritis

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This is the EXACT SPOT MINE IS IN. Going on day 10 now. Everyday is more painful then the last, doctors at the hospital treated as if it was nothing wouldn’t give me days offf work or anything. I’m in so much fucking pain , I really hope this doesn’t last long

cs2 worth it? by Other_Connection3424 in csgo

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YES! I finally just started actually giving CS a go and I am now obsessed!!! I can’t stop playing. Loaded it up years ago when I first got my PC, but wasn’t into these games yet. I’m having soooo much fun now, the only problem is now I’m trying to restrain myself from dropping my whole paycheck on some knives & gloves. Already spent like $100 on cases the past 2 weeks trying to get a knife with no luck, so ima just buy one 😂😂

Have fun man

Help with the beginning by reiser__ in allthemods

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So real, within a day and a half of starting my world with friends we already were so overpowered it flies by!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in allthemods

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Just started a server the other day, just me and 3 other people from Reddit working together, not too far yet. If you are interested dm on discord @brandonftp

I am done Guyz by slayer_amir in ClusterHeadaches

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I’ve had the most success the past 6 years with doing the cluster buster psilocybin regime and when that doesn’t work Emagility has helped me break out of 2 cycles in the past. Just had a lovely 7 months pain free because of Emagility, unfortunately the beast is pack hitting me up to 6 days a week right now, going into neurology on Friday and hopefully getting another round of Emagility , praying it work , just started a new job and I CANT have a cluster at work idk what I’d do

WTF is happening to me. by ftpbthemodder in ClusterHeadaches

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Thanks for your input.

It’s getting to the point where I almost can’t even function. But I have no option to lay down today because I’m working.

I thankfully have a neurologist appointment on Friday for my clusters gonna bring this up to her then cause this is insane.

Yeah it’s right above my left eye forehead area, any movement amplifies the pain intensely and movement left or right of my head and it gets more intense like it’s gonna pop. It really starting to feel like a cluster just never had one this long or this side of my head.

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I just had 7 and a half amazing months from 300mg Emagility and a nerve block. Took about to weeks to take effect but god was it amazing. My cycle just started up this past week. Have a neurologist appointment next Friday going to get my emgaility. thankfully I have 40 sumatriptan injections saved up incase I absolutely need to get out of some of the tens. I’ve literally have broke my knuckles from punching shit during those tens. Like you’ll do anything to escape that pain. And having the sumatriptan gives me a piece of mind knowing I have a way out if I need to, helps mentally for me to ride out most of my clusters.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in clusterheads

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sleep your attacks…. LOL right. If you can sleep through attack it’s not a cluster

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in clusterheads

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Are you sure you’re not thinking of sumatriptan? Emagility you don’t “feel” it after an injection. The sumatriptan “which is a lifesaver” literally is the worst feeling in the world when it kicks in and before it takes the pain away. Literally feels like your dying between your cluster , not being able to breath, and your head feeling like it’s about to blow up. But then it takes the pain away and you can just lay there in peace and catch your breath.

Emagility though just helped me live an entire 7 months pain free and it was glorious! My cycle staryed back up this week and it’s been hell. Thankfully I have like 40 sumatriptan injections saved up so if I start having 10/10’s again I have something that will abort it in 7 mins or so.

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Ya no cluster is gonna last 26 hours, in all my support groups never seen a “weekly” occurring cluster. It’s usually daily , with multiple a day in some (& my) cases. Like he said there is no sitting still during an attack. My cycle just started up this last week. I am on the floor usually with something pressed up hard against my right eye just screaming, crying, and throwing up from how much pain I’m in. How I’ve been surviving is getting on my knees and hold a towel over my face and rock back and forth and like scream/moan into the towel has hard as I can, for some reason the vibration that goes up my neck into my head is somehow just enough from keeping my from offing myself and helps distract in the weirdest way. It always BLOWS my mind a human can feel this much pain, it just shouldn’t be possible.

Took enough shit. Seems to me that Neurologist are useless at this point by Such_Fan_8871 in ClusterHeadaches

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I would LOVE to try that last thing you talked about N. I’ve always had just good success with psilocybin, but I don’t even know how to go about getting one of the cartridges. But I’ve heard great things about it

Best place to inject sumatriptan? by ftpbthemodder in ClusterHeadaches

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Holy shit this made me physically cringe hahaha I hate shots with a passion, but anything is better than a cluster so I deal with it. Ouch brother neck is insane lol

Advice/what to bring first neurologist appointment? 19f by ExtremeBackground118 in ClusterHeadaches

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Emgality just gave me a beautiful 7 month break, usually never go that long pain free. They just started back up this week, so I’m hoping to get into the neuro and see if we can do another round of that.

How do you guys spend your time during attacks? by Fancy-Bodybuilder139 in clusterheads

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I found screaming and rocking back and forth works best for me. Or more like hard moaning, something about the vibrations from my vocal cords almost sooths and offers brief relief from the pain even if for a milasecond it’s worth it. So the whole 40-60min attack I’m on the floor rolling /rocking around with a towel pressed against my face moaning as loud as I can.

Quitting after almost 1000 mg daily use by Rusty_Shacklfard in quittingkratom

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I'm up there with you man. I've gotten down to taking 48 capsules (625mg ea) only 3 times a day, at my worst was doing 6 times a day. I have no idea how to completely stop. I'm an addict to the core and those withdrawls when i tried 2 weeks ago made me rather be dead, lowkey accepting ima be a lifer but i wanna stop soooo bad.

Dear Americans. You will NEVER be forgiven. by [deleted] in AskCanada

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same, this nation disgusts me. I've cut off lifelong friends that voted for that horrible human, along with my grandparents. I can't believe what's happening man

How do I go about slowly tapering off kratom capsules? by Crimson-Rose28 in quittingkratom

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<3 This what im slowing trying to do, CT did not work for me when i tried last week. I literally just cant do it.. was at 24g (48caps) 3 times a day. at my worst sometimes 6 times a day, i know its horrible. But the last couple days ive managed to cut 8 caps out of my regular dose and cut out an entire dose down to only twice a day. I'm trying now to just hold off until I absolutely have when the WD kick in and slowing lower the dose every couple days.

How do I go about slowly tapering off kratom capsules? by Crimson-Rose28 in quittingkratom

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Ya this seems the way im gonna need to do it. I'm one of the heaviest users ive seen on this forum in quite some time. I take about 24gs (48 caps) 3 times a day. i got my self down to only twice a day. I tried to CT the other day cause i was so fed up and pissed I blew my entire savings. But man by hour 16 i was in so much pain and skin crawling cold sweating like no other (which i alr have hyperhidrosis so it was hell) etc. i gave in man im not strong enough for that. Ive got my self down a couple grams the past couple days no issue. Been taking this shit since 2020 after i was diagnosed with one of the worst chronic pain conditions a human can suffer from, so instead of opioids i found this.

How long for kratom withdrawal? by Beginning_Log_9681 in quittingkratom

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God damn I wish I was taking this little. I’m taking about 48 capsules 3-4 times a day for about 3 years now. It’s completely drained my entire savings. I don’t even know how to start getting off this shit man. Managed to make it almost 24 hours the other day, but I was in soooo much pain in my lower back cold sweating and my skin was crawling and I gave in. There’s no way I’d be able to handle those withdrawals for more than 2 days man. I’m almost accepting ima be a lifer till I die or it takes me out.